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Tomorrow I take my last final exam of my undergrad..... I'm almost there......

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Sometimes I think about how much different my life would have been if people had taken my issues seriously as a child, and I get really fucking mad. I am so angry that my struggles with sensory and social things were ignored when I was a child, and instead of getting help for them, I was punished. I am fucking furious that I was made to believe that I was just a failure of a human being, and that my problems were my fault, instead of having people recognise that I was struggling, and giving me support. Only now, well into my twenties, are people finally starting to notice that I have genuine biological/medical reasons for being the way I am, and I want to fucking scream. I have had a happy childhood robbed from me, and now I have to do the work of healing that myself.

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My blog nowadays

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People keep telling me I'm strong for what I'm going through, but honestly I don't want to be strong, and I don't want to keep ending up in situations where I have to be strong. It hurts and I'm tired

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Hnnrrgg I hate that I was born in practically the geographical centre of North America cause I am an ocean bitch at heart and I need the sea

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I know it's hip to hate on any other identity outside of LGBT and especially if it's considered ""mogai"" but like.... I finally learned about oriented and angled aroace identities and like the angled one is such a spot on description of how I experience both the aroace side and the queer side of my sexuality and I am just so happy??? I have always felt like I wasn't fully aroace but also not fully allo either but then not really feeling like I was any kind of grey- or demi- or whatever other flavour of aroace either so.... Idk it's just really cool to discover this

And the flag is super pretty too :]

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I'm so mad and full of jealousy

Seeing someone who I trained at the museum get a fucking job there and watching what seems like so many trans guys go from starting to question their gender to getting on T and already seeing changes is so.... Disheartening when I have been put on waiting lists and forgotten about and screwed over by doctors and health complications and stuff and...... I am just so sick of being slower than everyone else and not getting the same opportunities until later

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Is there another website people are going to because tumblr is a broken hellhole now?