An Emotion
I've been more and more in a mode of feeling like something (internal? external? something) should punish me for engaging in fandom experiences, or making others aware that I'm doing so, but in the spirit of this blog's original purpose:
I just finished reading the last chapter of a one-million*-words-long fic, a fic that -- coming back to it on and off -- took months to read,
the last chapter of which is a kind of in-fic obituary for a real person that features in it.












