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Intermission: Duct Vent, Kithoi Point, Cidatel; #2
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
Something just came through my mind, about how I’ve told half-truths to Reave and not telling him the inconvenient part. Perhaps the reason why you’d never tell me about your life in the Suns was because it wasn’t a happy one at all. I’m startled by this idea. When Renula and Reave thought you’d lost your memories because of my re-emergence, they’d never told me about that part of your life, either. I’m still upset about this, I can see the reason why all of you tried to protect me, but I don’t like to be shielded away. And now you’ve known that I’ve done my share in this bloody atrocity, I suppose it will put both of us on equal grounds. Besides, I don’t like to see my hands and know that they’ve stained with more blood which I never knew of. The idea troubles me. And I’d prefer to know who might come after me. We can’t count on Reave anymore. If losing his entire memory is his fate, then he should be granted peace. But still, I’m amazed by this, it was… Perhaps you are more truthful compared to me, sister.
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Intermission: Duct Vent, Kithoi Point, Cidatel; #1
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I sent Narric off this morning. It wasn't a very peaceful one. It's silent, but not very peaceful, at least not for him. I didn't intend it to be peaceful. He stirred up trouble, he made Reave sad, and I knew he hurt him. It's not fair. He ran away for his own peace, but he stirred up other people's. I don't think it's fair, so I served justice. This emotion is vengeance. I understand it now. But I really don't think this should be something worth celebrated. I miss you, sister. Are we ever going to meet again?
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
And I kept on attacking innocent people. I hate myself. Dr. Nagi shouldn't have asked me things that aren't supposed to ask. It's his fault. But I should control myself, I should just kill myself. This place is high enough... But Erebus gave me part of his life...... I hate it. Why does everybody always do favors like this to me? If life is so precious... why do they just don't live their own lives? It's so heavy, I can't breathe under this burden. Where are you, Anemone? I miss you so much.
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
This place is so pretty. Do I deserve to see this when others don't? I tried to see it upside down, it feels like Omega if you look at it this way...
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
It's so weird. We've never met each other in person. I mean, of course that's not possible. But I've always wonder how much we are alike. I've seen twins that looked almost identical, but their eyes are different. The spirits in their eyes are always distinctively different. I don't understand it when people say we look the same, Anemone. Are we really the same?
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[Date] Aug. 25, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I need to sleep... I'm so tired... wake me up if you have to, okay?
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Intermission: Kithoi Ward, Cidatel
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[Date] Aug. 09, 2186. [Location] R. #6048, General Ward, Lvl 6, Huerta Memorial Hospital, Presidium, Citadel [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
Anemone, I'm sorry if I've made you angry. I know you're trying to help me. I've got my biotic power back, thanks for your help. But I'm still having a very hard time in controlling it. I think Reave was almost dead... just almost, please don't be angry at me. He kept on asking me about things when he never told me about himself, you know, double standards, it's not right. Did he ever do the same thing to you? Wanting you to tell him everything when he keeps his own secrets? You can punch him if you have to, I really won't mind. And the dreams, they're much clearer now. I suspect it's a memory of an alien assault. But I have no memories about it. If it's your memories... could you please tell me?
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[Date] Aug.11, 2186. [Location] #6428, Lvl 64, Cassiopeia Plaza, Sector 2, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
We've moved to a new place, as you can see. The address is up there. It's sort of close to the Council Central Archives. Just a 10-minute ride. I decided to move here so it's easier for me to do the search. I'm thinking of getting to know about my dreams better. I really don't think they are hallucinations, it's just me, I know, I just never let go of things that seem unimportant to you.
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[Date] Aug. 13, 2186. [Location] Lvl 6, Council Central Archives, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I should've just live in this place, there are so many things to read from. You won't believe how convenient it is to be a Sector Management Committee member, Anemone. I'm trying to do a research on colony assaults that had happened around 20 years ago. But honestly I still don't know which year was I born in. Would you happen to know? Please tell me if you do.
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[Date] Aug. 15, 2186. [Location] Lvl 6, Council Central Archives, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I think I should sign up for some shooting training cessions. Might do some help in case if I'm going to leave the Citadel and find the place that kept on appearing in my assault dream. I'm both excited and anxious, Anemone. I think we have a mother...... but I don't know if she's still alive or not. I've almost gotten used to all these bleeding when I feel my emotion is stirred. I don't know, is it normal to feel angered and hating everything? My biotic power will tear my skin up and my nose will bleed..... it doesn't hurt as much though. The only thing that bothers me is that I'll have to do more laundry work ever since I moved here.
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[Date] Aug. 15, 2186. [Location] Kithoi Point, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
This place is beautiful. You really should come and have a look of this view. The purple starry wind of the Serpent Nebula flows across the air like it's fireflies...... hmm, what are fireflies? See, this is how my memories are bothering me now. There are so many words that will just come into my mind when I don't remember I have seen them anywhere.
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[Date] Aug. 23, 2186. [Location] #6428, Lvl 64, Cassiopeia Plaza, Sector 2, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
Many things happened today. Reave lost his memories, entirely, he doesn't even know how to use his Omni-tool anymore. Boo had a cardiac arrest 2 days ago, she's in Huerta. And Erebus is staying with us from today. Yes, he has a new body now. You should see him in person, his ears are cute. I mean, CUTE. And you'll have so much fun with it. I can almost see that. But I'm feeling so tired, weary, Anemone, what would you do? Does having courage really help in coping with this?
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[Date] Aug. 23, 2186. [Location] #6428, Lvl 64, Cassiopeia Plaza, Sector 2, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I've met a Quarian doctor today who had agreed to help us in improving our physical condition, Anemone. His name is Issa'Nagi. Actually, he decided to help for the sake of science. You know, the kind of things that interests them, rare conditions, biotics, neural systems and all that. He said he can be my friend, but I just hope he's not another person who wants to use this body for his own sake. He said he hates Cerberus though. I could tell the hatred and despise was quite genuine.
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[Date] Aug. 24, 2186. [Location] #6428, Lvl 64, Cassiopeia Plaza, Sector 2, Mid-Ward, Kithoi Ward [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
Anemone, are you still there? Please answer me... I'm really sorry. I'm not taking any sedatives anymore. Could you please reply me?
> Intermission: Residential Area, Sect. 8, Presidium, Citadel
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[Date] Aug. 01, 2186. [Location] 405, Lvl. 4, Kadinger Comm., Residential Area, Sect. 8, Presidium, Citadel [INI] GARNET [RCP] CRYSTAL [EXCC] Boo Anderson, Darius Bolvin
Raine you fuckin bitch,
This is it, I saw that goddamn fucking letter, Raine, even a retard knows this is a Will. And you know what? I had it enough. I let you settle down in this place so you can live when I wanna just end this fucking life for once and for all. And now you're poisoning yourself with drugs? Shit, I thought I had less chances in showing up because you're doing a better job in recovering. Should've just let me do it if you wanna die so badly, fuck. I'd so goddamn fuckin kill you if you have your own body.
You need to stop counting on Aria or Reave or Boo or whoever the fuck you're trying to cling on to. You have me, and I'm sufficient enough for you to go over this shit.
I'm going to teach you how to use your Biotics before you drugged this body to death. Either you learn this or I'm taking it over until Satan gets fucked. And if I'm taking over, I'm fuckin' heading back to Omega so I can stop dealing with all these shit in this place. If you don't stop pitying yourself and actually take some action in facing what you're supposed to face with, I'm gonna show that letter to Reave and tell him to get the fuck out of your life. You're only becoming weaker and wanting to hide behind his back if he's there.
First I want you to stop taking the sedatives and actually feel the emotions. Stop hiding them away and be all nice, you can't possibly be all happy and positive all day, that's just goddamn fuckin' not normal. And if you tell me, I suggest go find someone you trust enough and tell them how angry you actually are when you're dealing with it. Say like, I don't know, Erebus? I bet he'd understand. And he has the magic to stop you if you can't control yourself. Or Reave, but I won't count on him too much, he's just too messed up with his own problems since always. Or just write it down. It's not like I don't read.
Next, I want you to practice focusing your anger or your emotions and imagine them taking forms in your hand. It should be like a ball floating in your hand, or a disc, your choice. I think this is where the soreness and burning pain comes in. But it's not like they're gonna hurt you, you are their master. You are a daughter of flames. Accept your power so you can use it for good instead of being oblivious. Biotic power are merely tools. I thought those Thessian fox-cat thing used biotics to protect themselves? What's wrong with self-defense?
I CCed this to Reave so he can teach you how to make biotic balls, stop hiding away from yourself and get it going. Oh, right I think Reave read the letter already. If you ask me why, it's because I've decoded it and send it off with this letter. Bite me, call me cold and ruthless, I'm pushing you off the cliff so you can start spreading your wings, and that means you gotta overcome this, no other options.
Anemone
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> Intermission: Surgical Ward, Huerta Memorial, Citadel
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[Date] Mar. 10, 2186. [Location] R. #9133, Surgical Ward, Lvl 9, Huerta Memorial Hospital, Presidium, Citadel [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I'm scared, Anemone. I'm sorry, I thought I could handle it myself. I'm sorry to have to put you through this. I saw Lana again.
[RE] GARNET [Date] May. 27, 2186.
Better take care of yourself, we share the same body, you know. I really don't wanna be upset at you and your fighting skills. And I think you know the fact that I don't know Lana. If you got other dreams or things like that, might have to tell me more so I can help.
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[Date] Mar. 13, 2186.
[Location] R. #9133, Surgical Ward, Lvl 9, Huerta Memorial Hospital, Presidium, Citadel [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I'm sorry, the hospital is putting me under a heavy dose of sedative. I'm expecting to be in this condition for a while, I will try my best in getting back home sooner. Meanwhile... I should do whatever I can.
[RE] GARNET [Date] May. 28, 2186.
I've done whatever I can. Hug the Cyclops for me. And tell the Queen, the dinner she asked for her guest was served hot and timely.
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[Date] Mar. 30, 2186.
[Location] R. #9133, Surgical Ward, Lvl 9, Huerta Memorial Hospital, Presidium, Citadel [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
I feel so guilty, and sad. But I have nowhere to run to. I saw how death could destroy a person. I saw lifeless souls in Reave's eyes, I knew he was out for the hunt again. And I was unable to stop him this time; I knew it's necessary, I knew who was he after. I told Reave his death was necessary to comfort him, I'm sorry. Is a bloody vengeance ever necessary?
[RE] GARNET [Date] May. 27, 2186.
Courage, Raine, courage brings everything to life. I thought it was brilliant for you to have Reave hold onto Sif's plume. It fit him well. It made me remember how I've hunted down those motherfuckers who had killed her. I made sure they're flayed with the exact way of how they've done to Sif. And fuck, I'd totally come back from Hell and kill Velen if he got you, Reave was only doing it ahead of me. Don't worry, he's just not used to kill the ones he knew well about. That's why he'll never be better than me. Enough ranting, don't worry about it too much, chances are he'll get over it sooner or later. And yes sometimes we need to shed blood to know that we're still alive. And you're fuckin alive so stop wasting your time worrying over this. RIP Renula, my good sister, our good sister. Tell Reave I'm glad he served justice well. And at least Heaven and Hell aren't next to each other so I'm sure Velen's not gonna bother my sister ever again. Wait, I guess that means we won't be able to meet Renula in afterlife either, shit, what am I saying.
Now I think this is the longest message I've ever written in my whole fuckin life.
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[Date] Apr. 24, 2186.
[Location] R. #9133, Surgical Ward, Lvl 9, Huerta Memorial Hospital, Presidium, Citadel [INI] CRYSTAL [RCP] GARNET
Reave bought me a gift. A small ruby pendant, and it's a genuine pigeon's blood.... I don't know how in the galaxy did he manage to get that without being tricked into buying a fraud, but be said it matches my eyes.... I honestly think it matches yours better.
[RE] GARNET [Date] May. 27, 2186.
Yeah, I saw that, it DOES fit my eyes better. Rubies just don't suit you. Tell him to get you a diamond next time. I seriously dare you. No, wait, don't tell him that, I don't think he's ever gonna get that joke and might end up taking it too bloody seriously.
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