I lack the drive to rp. tumblr updated whoa missed a lot huh I have worked on drafts on Word, but just the thought of posting it here gives me low spirits.
Exams are neverending nuff said.
I am working on fixing my grades. I’m not one of the people with the lowest grades, but my grades are dropping and I’m losing ranks. I can achieve high scores, I have a high chance to get accepted without test in the university I want, but I tend to be undermotivated; hopefully I can overcome that.
I am uncertain which muse I should rp. I feel estranged on all of my blogs?? Probably because I rarely get active on any - Zacharias, Amon, Knave... there are threads I still want to write, I still do, but the drive to be here is lacking. I don’t think I have enough guts to get my Kamui blog active, I don’t think I’m up to enter a new fandom. .. . kinda scared, it’s been a while since I did so. The last was with Amon.
I suppose I will just rp for the sake of writing and finishing drafts. Then I’ll keep the writing cycle going on. There’s no time to be a woobie for me. After all, I aim to be a professional writer; perhaps adopting a ‘professional’ mindset whilst rping here will do.
