Jun 14, 2021
you know what I hate
that on the wrong side of the window feeling, when you’re just slightly out of sync with most of your friends, so it feels like they’re all better friends with each other than you, and you know it’s not actually true, but you’re also stuck on the wrong side of the glass watching other people have fun while you’re like, always five minutes late and everything’s muted or you have nothing to say about that particular topic or actually did some adulting for once and had to be somewhere else but you can’t even feel good about it because it was pretty basic life skills that you’re just supposed to have but it took you effort, and now you’re just nodding quietly to yourself for another day until you can try again
