#-angel

[themockingbirdsystem]

I hope everything goes well with your new therapist! I've been thinking about looking into a specialist personally, but the idea makes me nervous.

Understandable!! We'll try to post about how it goes! ^_^,,

Therapists can be unpredictable and kinda scary sometimes, so we understand. If you feel comfy and/or think its the best thing for you, go for it!! Its literally their whole job to help you figure it out, so you don't have to go through it alone. <3

[themockingbirdsystem]

IT IS IN MY POSSESSION NOW

ehehehehhehehhehehehheh im so excited

[bior-ampersand]

i think i make morgan sad sometimes

[husker-fictive]

Guess who has a new nephew (its us)

He's so cute, I havent seen him in person yet though. He's just a little guy 🥺

[demonic-collective]

Editing my intro for the billionth time cuz yeah

[husker-fictive]

I don't really see people talk about the grief of an alter you were close to fusing or going dormant and it's really hard for me to get this out.

We believe one of our littles (one I was particuarly close to) has gone dormant. And we don't grieve normally for people outside of our system, but this really affects us. I think it hit hardest especially for me, August, and our Valentino fictive.

And dormancy and fusion are genuinely a terrifying idea to me- because what if it happens to me? What if it happens to one of my partners?

I feel like the distress from the idea alone is one of the reasons we tend to spilt and form new alters so frequently around the time a alter goes dormant

[husker-fictive]

Okay so

I've been playing plague inc for a bit now, and ive been trying to win with the fungus one but I keep running out of points too fast to fight the cure

However

What i usually do is try and infect as many people as possible before starting to add symptoms

So at this point basically everyone is infected and I have no symptoms added at this point

But even then, over 8000 people died

Im so confused what are they dying from 😭 im not even trying 🤣