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"I don't know what it is. People just... don't make sense to me. I can't find the words to explain it, y'know?"
Boyfriend fidgeted, nervous about his words coming out the wrong way.
"...I feel like I shouldn't say anything. I don't want to make you upset just because I'm too stupid to figure out how to say it."
Boyfriend looked at the floor sadly before laughing in a half-hearted manner.
"Don't worry about it. I'm just being stupid like usual."
He waved it off.
"I felt like my brain wasn't my own anymore. "
"It's drifting, floating around like a balloon detached from my head."
"Not literally, duh, but it just feels like it."
"A part of me really wants to snip the string keeping it here. Y'know when you see a balloon and want to watch it go high into the sky and disappear? I have that urge right now."
"But another part of me knows that if I do snip the string, I won't act like myself anymore. Because that's my brain?"
"Does that make sense? No?"
"Sorry. I'm bad at describing things."
