May 30
slept half an hour and about to spend the whole day on the road. wish me luck
#as passenger (mental support) and Second Guy in the field but. still. im gonna fucking die#personal#mom suddenly found out yesterday that one of her jobs requires a check-in in may too (last was in april)💀 and its on the other side of the-#-country#and we can't both go on a 2-day trip (i'd have to stay) bc pixel is currently in the dangerous period where he's still dumb and in his-#-rebellious teen phase *but* almost the size of a full grown dog. and he's aggressive to anyone other than us two. we're training him but-#-it's gonna take a while#so our neighbour can't come in to feed our pets bc pixel WILL bite (he's demonstrated it)#so i'd have to stay#but also mom doesn't feel safe going all on her own#so it's currently 4:30 am and we're leaving. 5 hours on the road a few for the job and back again to get home at like 11pm#im gonna die bro#(idk what this type of job is called in english. its where an area needs to be investigated and cleared by biologists (listing off species-#-in it etc to see if theres anything endangered) before it can be used. in the case of fungi this means check-ups a few times over seasons)
