#-ja

[my-reality-hurts-me]

Odchodzisz.

A miałeś być cały czas.

Ja uciekam wprost w wspomnienia o Tobie.

Nawet jak obiecuje sama sobie, że odpuszczę to i tak jestem.

Żart. Układasz sobie nowe jutro. A ja wciąż jestem

Wstajesz z uśmiechem na twarzy. Snujesz kolejne plany w nowej przyszłości.

Mnie w niej nie ma. A ja wciąż jestem.

Ułożyłeś sobie wszystko. A ja wciąż jestem.

Zapomniałeś. A ja wciąż jestem.

Pokochałeś. A ja wciąż jestem.

Żartuje. To co mi zabrałeś oddałeś jej. Już mnie nie ma.

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Lambuja

substantivo feminino

1. lucro ou vantagem em jogo, aposta ou negócio.

2. aquilo que se ganha ou dá além do estipulado;

3. sinônimo para gorjeta e / ou propina.

Sinônimos, relações e derivações: lucro, vantagem, aposta, negócio, gorjeta, propina

[tswatch]

I have bpd and it messes with my perceptions and feelings towards people. And lately I can't tell if I'm actually unhappy in my relationship or if it's just my bpd messing with my perception again. 😟 -ja

Hello! Sorry for the late response.

While I don’t have BPD myself, I do understand what you’re saying either way.

Are you seeing anyone for your BPD currently? If you are not, it would be a good time to do so especially if you feelthat you’re getting worse.

If you are seeing someone for BPD, I suggest mentioning this to them as they can help out a lot more than we can as we aren’t medical professionals (unfortunately).

I’m sorry that you’re going through this, BPD is a terrible thing to deal with but I am glad that you’re looking for help!

Maybe talk to this person about your feelings, it may be a bit helpful and easier to figure out if you both understand the others feelings.

Just try to take care of yourself and keep your head up okay? Maybe talk to your family about this as well as a professional, I wish you good luck and if you need anything or have other questions please feel free to ask!

Bí sábháilte! (be safe)

-Wynter