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[pipcore]

shes meditating guys (shes died)

[mobiused]

[fedyaplushie]

.. No matter what I do, I start feeling regret in some way, ugh.. That being said, those who know about it, please don’t think a certain thing isn’t important to me anymore.. I just really need a break from it because I was pressuring myself from thinking that I cannot take longer than a month to upload something regarding it.. And it didn’t help that there has been a lot going on in my life, be it my fault or not.

I don’t do this a lot, every time something happened that made me.. not want to continue, I reminded myself that I love doing what I do and I shouldn’t stop because of one person/thing/whatever. I haven’t taken a break due to personal reasons in three years. .. Well, I took one last year but that one didn’t last long anyway, so I’m not counting it.

Please bare with me, okay? I would never abandon this project. I love it too much to be able to do that. Okay, I would be lying if I never thought, “Man, I really feel like cancelling.” But those are only momentary thoughts that usually aren’t present anymore as soon as I feel better. Just please don’t think it’s not important to me anymore. Or that this hiatus is due to some petty reason. I really just need a break after everything that happened..

[steambugs]

Every time I see your pfp I think of Morton

HAHAHHAHAAHAHA. amazing. morton confirmed to be have been twelfth architect all along?

[softpinkblob]

Doing so well,

and then you fell.

Emotions gone.

Anger? 

Maybe.

Sadness?

Tears could happen..

Distraction needed?

Perhaps.

Now you're numb.

Empty and yet still feeling.

Not sure what though.

Bored yet without motivation.

Wanting to do something.

Anything.

But what?

Why bother?

I don’t know anymore.

Stuck in some sort of funk.

Where things just feel off.

Just want a hug and a friend

and yet to be left alone would be bliss.