Mar 16, 2021
oh no not me projecting anyway have some anne-gst
#... not vibing lately#all my asks are all nice and soft and here i am#ajshgsajghshgs#anyway yeah#here you go six art#anne boleyn#six the musical#im not sure what im doing with my life but i dont. like it#oh wow a vent post#sad ramble#nothing's working and im trying and it's useless and so it's just. enter denial#if i run enough it feels like i might reach okay but you know what it's not getting anywhere#and there's so much to do and still i run because there's. so much.#so at some point i plan to just give up but im still going right now why am i going where am i going#i've started swearing lately i dont know why#i am very close to breakdown but also i'm not physically able to because anxiety attacks in the past 48 hours have left me drained#'why can't i do it?!'#there is too much happening as well as simultaneously not enough#i want to sleep away the day because when dreaming i'm okay#not happy with this but it's fine because i'm not particularly happy with life in general so that's in character isn't it#im fine im fine im fine im fine im fine im fine im fine