Oct 27, 2024
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#....srry for another vent post so soon after talking about how i try not to do this as much#..........just lonely. ddont really like living alone. I-#......i wanna feel desirable#mmore than just words on a screen i. i want someone who can see me in motion#someone in front of me for real who can see all the flaws i can hide with a camera angle#.....and who still.... wwants to touch me#.......i should sleep#jjust. wish i could be pursued just a bit instead of having to constantly and ceaselessly pursue others#i don't have much domme in me i don't have enough stamina to keep up with it i- i-i like it. I do. I wouldn't do it if i didn't but i#..........i just.#............sigh#I don't know what i want honestly. Ill... Im sure I'll find something eventually. Just...just gotta get through the goop phase#last while the chrysalis surrounds me until i can grow through it