#...still

[preparedchalk]

I have one question for you: How often do you admire the Сретенский бульвар metro station?

just look at this!!

зе Сретенский бульвар метро стейшн...

[the-evil-pizza]

@chacerider-casual

[omegasmileyface]

literally saw a painting of hekate from a distance and thought it was john egbert. do i have a disease about him

[xx-hail2theking-xx]

...want that too.

want... a time for this war to be done. to plan better times. to live them.

yeah. for king, and duke, and armie, and- hell, even the brats.

...do u, uh.

[the-silent-poets]

Not to mention the times I've dropped things of varying weights on me due to the hand fucking up. Or, when I'm typing, it jerks for some unknown reason, and I end up with a lot of typing mistakes.

This has no reason to happen. Yes, I lost my hand in my source. Yes, I don't have my hand in the inner world. That doesn't mean I suddenly need to have issues with the body's hand that otherwise functions fine. It only does this when I'm fronting.

I sometimes spend hours at a time not using that hand, because I don't want it to mess up again, and not using it is more comfortable than using it. I keep thinking, "I wish I could make Ryan come back and do the same with the body's hand," and I know that thinking that way is so terrible, and I probably need to just suck it up, but...

I feel like I'm having problems for no reason. We have a perfectly abled body, except for needing glasses, but that barely counts. And then I show up, and suddenly this is what happens, and does that make me a bad person? I want to fix it, I really, really do. I've tried.

[chaos-monkeyy]

Tonight's mood:

Hoorayyy I made progress on my longfic! It's actually starting to feel like a story!

*looks at how much there's still left to work on*

...

[kcabyap]

And now that I have bummed myself out by writing Lucifer angst at 8am, I shall take my leave and go to bed ✌🏻