#01.11.13

[2tiedships2]

Sunflower series, Vol. 4 (2013)  9/28

[2tiedships2]

Choreography brought to you by Nouis.

[wiwiz]

MARAMING NAWALA NUNG UMALIS KA. Naaalala mo pa ba nung una kita minessage? Hindi ko din alam kung bakit ko yun ginawa, tinanong mo kasi ako kay BFF, dun nagsimula lahat. Unti-unti nakilala kita. Nakausap kita. Nakalokohan, nakaasaran. Sa ganu’ng paraan tayo naging open, sa ganung paraan tayo nagkakilala. Naaalala mo pa ba nung una tayo magkita? Kabado ako nun, hindi ko kasi alam kung anong ginagawa ko dun. After ng lahat ng nangyari hindi ko inasahan na dadating yung araw na yun. na mauupo ako sa lugar na yun para hintayin na lumingon ka. Yung unang ngiti mo sa'kin ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Kasi ang first impression ko sa'yo masungit ka. You proved me wrong. Naaalala mo pa ba kung saan tayo unang nagpunta? Ako tandang-tanda ko pa. Pati mga kwento mo, ang daldal mo pala. Natutuwa ako kasi open ka sa’kin. Hindi ko inaasahan na magiging magaan yung unang pagkikita natin. Parang walang awkward moment, walang dull moment. Gusto ko magpasalamat para sa araw na yun. Kasi binigyan mo ako ng chance na maging bahagi ng buhay mo. Naaalala mo ba yung unang pasalubong mo sa’kin? Hindi ko makakalimutan yun. At hindi pa pala yun ang huli, kasi nasundan pa yun ng marami. Lahat ng bagay na yun na-appreciate ko. Lahat ng bagay na ginawa mo na-appreciate ko. Kung may mga pagkakataon man na nakakalimutan ko “mag thank you” pagpasensyahan mo sana, nao-overwhelm kasi ako. Nararamdaman ko kasi na kahit papa’no, mahalaga pala ako. Naaalala mo pa ba yung unang movie na pinanood natin? Ako tandang-tanda ko pa. Naaalala ko pati mga simpleng bagay na napag usapan natin nun. Pati yung “Ang scary naman ng sinehan na to.” Hindi dyan nagtapos lahat, yan palang kasi yung simula. Hanggang sa hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses tayo lumabas. Kung ilang beses mo ako nasorpresa. Kung ilang beses mo ako napasaya. Marami tayong pinlano, mga kakainan, movies na papanoorin, lugar na pupuntahan. Marami tayong pinangako. Marami tayong gustong gawin. Ecopark. Laser Tag. Jogging. Jipan. Akiba Café. Zark’s. Naaalala mo pa ba lahat ng yan? Sana naaalala mo pa. Kasi lahat ng yan kahit kelan hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan. Hindi naman ibig sabihin nyan ayaw ko bitiwan yung nakaraan, ayoko lang kalimutan. Kahit na lahat ng yan nawala nung umalis ka.

[inebrio]

this is my 2am poem for you because when i see you all i can think about is how your eyes look in the rising sun and the time you wrote your name in braille on my fingertips so i’d always be able to feel you even when you are ten thousand miles away, gazing at stars while the daylight burns  my eyes.

[diary-of-meeeeeee]

01.11.13

friday

10:30 pm

yea... i took a short nap today.

actually it was like 8 hours.

LOL. not short at all.

well anyways

i didn't do much today either.

i mean what do you expect. it's winter break.

we went to a korean restaurant for dinner.

it was muy delicioso.

i should start preparing for school..

im gonna start reading my econ textbook!

i'll let you know how that goes... lol

20. Are you old fashioned?

huh weird question..

it's kind of a let down from the intense question from yesterday... LOL.

"WOULD YOU KILL YOUR OWN GRANDMOTHER?!"

not really but really.

uh i would say in sense i AM old fashioned..

but then again i'm mostly not old fashioned.

i like old music and old books, but when i think old fashioned, i think of carbon copies of people.

i'd rather be my own person with my own beliefs and thoughts.

so to answer that question straight forward.. i would say no i am not old fashioned.

i'm gonna go and try to read the econ textbook and sleep...

wish me luck...

~.~

[ouch-thathurts-blog]

01.11.14

Day 11 / 03:00 am I'm being consistent with my diary. I thought after a few days of blogging my thoughts, I'll be tired but here I am firing away. Anyway, my day was nice. I was able to wake up early enough to go to work on time. I had 32 students and I didn't get tired since many of them was absent. I was sad though coz some of my students will end their contracts. I even had a student who left me a message thanking me for the help that I was able to give her. It's touching coz I was just doing my job and I get appreciated for it. It makes my heart jump with joy. Friday was a rainy day. Gloomy if I may say. It makes you wanna lay back and chill. I don't know but I get this relaxed feeling when it rains. It reminds me of one of the happiest days of my life. It reminds me of a wonderful friend that didn't mind the storm and came all the way to the Philippines just to be with me for four days. I don't want to get teary so I'll end it here. 03:22 am