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5SOS posted on Instagram — Jan. 7th, 2014
Ashton in 5SOS's tweet — Jan. 7th, 2014
Calum with a friend — Jan. 7th, 2014
Calum with a fan — Jan. 7th, 2014
5SOS posted on Twitter — Jan. 7th, 2014
I love you.
I wrote you a letter a few April ago. I don't think you remember. I don't know exactly what I put in it but I know that I wrote it with the hope that you would still be here but the lingering idea that we'd be...well where we are now. Where ever that is. It randomly hurts. I wake up and realize the person I planned life with, who knew me better than those who birthed me isn't here anymore. You left me. You wanted to be alone. Now I don't love you the same anymore. I hope you got what you wanted. I hope your wife makes you happy and gives you beautiful children. I pray that you're all the way across the country from me when it happens. That was supposed to be my spot. But you got rid of me. After I watched you grow, fall, helped you grow and everything. Stayed when you cheated, let you drive me to panic attacks and nights of going to sleep with 128 bpm in my chest. Not understanding why you couldn't do basic things like not talk to a female who has feelings for you or something like that. Now I realize that as hard as it may be to believe, you didn't love me. You didn't appreciate me. You didn't deserve me. But now I have to hurt and move on. And boy does it hurt.
LXXVI: I want pho!
Seriously though, I really do want pho. I would go out to get some right now but I have to get ready, take a shower and stuff. I really cooked scrambled eggs at 4am in the morning, I didn’t know if I was hungry or I wanted to throw up, or both. After the cute little date Jon and I had, we came back to my apartment and drank. Smoked a bit more too, I usually don’t smoke but idk, that wax was something else, it was pretty good. So is Jon, he’s something else. He’s such a dork but it’s so cute, I don’t know. I need to hang with him more, I feel like he’s good for me. Something different. Anyway, I think I’ll probably hit up Dom to go eat pho with me, or shop or something I don’t know, I get paid on Thursday. Gotta remind myself of my new years resolutions.