#021615

[the5sosarchive]

5SOS tweeted and Ashton posted on IG — Feb. 16th, 2015

[gravitydepravity]

[hellacoolalexis]

Pretty much ready to cry every day of the week because I feel so overwhelmed with everything and I miss you like crazy

[littlenim]

ok so i was in urban outfitters earlier (i know, i know, but i had a gift card and i'm not just gonna not use it) and i was looking at socks when one of the male employees said to me "hey, i really love your coat! i've been looking for something like that all winter" and i held it up and was like "oh, i actually got it at american eagle a few weeks ago, it was on sale." and he came over to look at it and i was like "oh but it's a women's coat"

 he was like "that's cool, i'd totally wear it anyway. i have this leather vest i wear to work sometimes and when people ask where I got it, i'm like, 'H&M, women's department!' and they're like, womens?" and i went "I totally get that, i mean, i'm here shopping in the men's section. all the good stuff is down here." and he replied "you know, I say they don't really make men's and women's clothes anymore, it's all unisex." and i smiled and pointed out that the sweater i'm wearing is a men's sweater as well

we both told each other to have a good night and i felt really great about the world coming off of that conversation

[rubaejay]

02/16/15

I've been so happy lately and will continue to be, dealt with a couple bumps but I'm still standing. I started to not care so much about certain things or people, the more I get myself involved I feel so drained. I don't filter my words and it's been getting me to the right path without having someone/people blocking my way. It took a while for some situations but as long as I'm still moving forward that's all that matters. Smiling and laughing more is what keeps me going. I'm thankful for those who are still by my side, much love to them. 

I value all my friendships but if I can't get that in return, I slowly keep my distance then DROP.

[rubaejay]

02/16/15

Tita asked about my love life, I just smiled. 

"As long as he's not like your ex Matt and he makes you happy, I like him." 

Then she talks to me in our dialect giving me advice and asks about what I've been up to. Instead of talking down of my choices like most Filipino parents would, she just laughs about it and keeps telling me to push through. Everyone has been so supportive, I'm not so used to it.