#022312

[turningbacktimeee]

I love you more than food and tumblr :) 

- That means I love you more than my life. <3

[22345574]

maybe i shouldn't have done that.

maybe i should have kept that shit to myself. maybe i should have ignored my feelings. maybe i should have forgotten everything.

i don't know. I'm kinda regretting it. But that's my blog. my thoughts. me.

Why should I fear fully expressing myself on my own blog? That shit just doesn't make sense.

Maybe I'm being childish. Maybe I'm being immature. Maybe I'm being silly. Maybe I'm being retarded. Maybe I'm just a fucking stupid ass bitch.

I don't know anymore.

I don't know what day it is I can't keep track of the time. I can't concentrate on anything... Except you. And things that remind me of you.

eehhhh 

[ohlehdewwwit]

Uhhh,

how is it that you do EXACTLY what you said you wouldn't ever do because of how much you despised that particular thing?  

sad when other people affect your opinion on things.  it's not cool to be a part of the crowd.  then you're just like everyone else.  and those are exactly the people you all fucking hate.  ha.  haha.  so dumb.

[thatgirltran-blog]

First Date

Where to start... Well, I sneaked out of Physics a minute early. And then, I saw him. Standing by his car, arms crossed, waiting for me. He was cute, hahah. Flannel, tie, vest, khakis, and Nikes. That's what he wore. And then there's me... So casual compared to him, ahah. Oh, his car. Can't forget that. His dark green Acura Integra that I have the hardest time getting out of. LOL. And so we went to Limeberry. Omg... Since it was both our first time there, we were completely lost. And due to my amazing listening skills, I accidentally grabbed the biggest tub, rofl. So bad... We ended sharing one and even then it went over $10. Woops. I had to go to the car to get extra money cause he didn't have enough. LOL... Fail. xD So cute, we just sat there eating and taking forever to chew the rock solid candy. Lesson learned, hahah. And then he kept looking at me, too. :3 After we were done, we got back in the car and just drove around. Got freaking lost for 30 minutes... LOL. He was so nervous. I could tell. And then he dropped me off near my house. Opened the door for me and helped me out. Like a gentleman. :) Then he gave me a nice tight hug. Oh, and he found my ticklish spot. Rawr... But yeah. Overall, I couldn't ask for a better first date. :)

[kingof-bears]

second art trading card + distorted portrait both finished yeahhhh :)

i wish i could do millions of sketches and portraits instead of this oil pastel project..., not excited for it. 

[chanmelissa]

022312 Again you made me believe. And again you let me down. Now I'm hopelessly believing in something that will never happen.

[daisychaindoll]

Goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you until we meet again.

RIP, papa. I love you.