#032916

[the5sosarchive]

Luke and Ashton leaving the studio in Stockholm — Mar. 29th, 2016

[the5sosarchive]

Luke and Ashton on the band Snapchat — Mar. 29th, 2016

[mellieblurbs]

I’ve been feeling so drained lately. Today I just feel sad but also empty. There are so many things I want to do, but I also just want to lay in bed because everything hurts mentally and physically. Even if I start on things I want to do, I can’t find any joy in doing them. Everything feels almost like a chore sometimes.

[keeepingitpersonall]

How

How can the person that makes you happiest also make you the saddest? How can you love someone so much but also hate them just as much? How can you do it all right with the wrong person and do it all wrong with the right person? How can you need someone like you need air but also not want them? How is it fair for me to love and for you to love me? How?

[acutestyle]

03.29.16

[acutestyle]

03.29.16

[acutestyle]

03.29.16

[jhukeepsgoing]

11 remaining days of March (pt.02) // blame thy netbook. tss. kailan ba kita maipapaayos?

Heavy and mixed emotions week! (!!!!!!!!!) 28th of March up to the 31st.

In bullets:

Convincing myself that I didn’t went to a long vacation due to Holy Week wasn’t hard, at least. Di naman kasi ako gumala kaya walang pagod factor.

Andaming pumunta sa office to inquire about our offered internship programs in other countries. Buti na lang di ako namaos at di ako naubusan ng English sa katawan. Haha!

I follow up all applicants who inquired in our program. I mean, ALL. SOBRANG DAMI. AT SOBRA AKONG NABADTRIP. Trabaho ng iba, ako sumalo. Nagkandaleche leche na ko. Tapos siya, chill lang. Nagfafacebook, naglalaro ng online games habang nasa trabaho. Kailan kaya siya magbabago? Akala nga namin, mateterminate na siya dahil lagi na lang siyang absent at late. Pumapasok lang ata siya kung kailan niya feel. Grabe.

Tapos, nangyari na naman yung flirting echos niya. Buong akala ko, ako lang ang nakakapansin. Dang! Halos kaming lahat na pala! Sinong di mandidiri kung nasa likod mo lang sila naglalandian!!!!! Putangina talaga. San ba kamo lumipad yung professionalism niya.

Nagmeeting kami for our annual strategic planning. Dun ko talaga sinabi sa kanya lahat ng hinanaing ko sa trabaho. Ilang beses na akong umintindi at nagbigay ng chance sa kanya. Pati nga rin yung ibang katrabaho namin, sinabi sa kanya kung anong problema. Lahat kasi apektado kung hindi maayos yung trabaho ng isa. Sana ipasok niya sa kukute niya, no?

Marami akong Tagalog/from Luzon area na kaibigan. Mababait naman sila. Pero di ko gets yung iba. Yung ibang aplikante na iniinterview ko, ang strict at demanding tapos sila pa yung umaapply sa’min. Wala naman akong choice kundi magbigay ng tamang customer service kahit minsan, nakakabastos. Simpleng tanong tas tatarayan ka. Sabi pa ng isang kasamahan ko, “Intindihin mo na lang. Pagod lang yan sa traffic.” Ikatawa na lang intawn namo. Haha! Tss.