#061511

[lamentofprettybaby]

One day you’ll find out all the awful things I’ve done realize how I’ve changed and how these events (/mistakes) have changed me. I’ve come to realize you’re perfect a little late, after my phase of stupidness and attempts to find myself. It wasn’t right, and I realize that, but if you knew, you’d never listen to the reasoning behind it, and that’s fine. You’ll no longer love me. I’ll understand, it just won’t hurt any less to lose you. I've already lost myself to this manic depression.

[lamentofprettybaby]

The adventures of Kevin

Apparently Kevin's into dubstep and writing me songs now. My 2 favorites: wub wub wub that's the sound of my heart beating to u Deniz Wub wub wub wub dropppppppp (whispers get out the fridge u fat fckn biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch) wub wub wub That'll be 10$ for a private performance from Killex. Okay Kevin XD

[lamentofprettybaby]

Contractions are a bitch, but at least you're going to be mine for tonight <3 ^-^

[lamentofprettybaby]

Tonight's been pretty damn perfect. :3 We're just laying down here all happy and singing. When I tried to about the Zimmerman trials, he starts to sing

"Shot through the heart 

And you're to blame 

Darlin'  You give love a bad name".  

I sincerely enjoy how he's the lighter side of me, and always makes me laugh. <3

[lamentofprettybaby]

^_^

I got my care package from you today, thank you for the animal crossing guide book, and the skyrim poster of yours that I’ve been begging you for. XD Then I remembered how we danced to oblivion music when I couldn’t go to prom because you were to old and it made me smile as I remember the random lets dance in the kitchen and then corny hug dancing occurred.

Makes me smile that even when apart you still think of me :) <3

[lamentofprettybaby]

My day ~

Today was the perfect scenario; he was playing video games and I was cuddled up next to him, dozing off with the relaxing sound of clicking buttons and the feeling of his heart beat ~

[dianebaybeeloves]

My boyfriend is amazing.

So we were talking about prom and since I don't think by any chance I can have him here as my date on that day,since he lives 300 something miles away, he said this:

[12:00:26 AM] Jessie Peregrino: wat ifffff

[12:00:48 AM] Jessie Peregrino:  i jus started thinking like wat iffff we jus celebrate ur prom wen u come here

[12:00:55 AM] Jessie Peregrino: u dress up real fancy

[12:00:57 AM] Jessie Peregrino: and i will too

[12:01:18 AM] Jessie Peregrino: and then we jus go out like how i would take u out on a date for prom

No words can explain how much this made me smile. I never been on a date with a boyfriend. Honestly he's the only guy who ever done the things I've always wanted to do in a relationship. It's really heart warming. I am bless to call him mine. The future has greater things for us I just know it. I love him :] He is honestly amazing<3

[dianebaybeeloves]

Jessie Ninal Peregrino.

I'm just glad we can get through anything. You were right she is stupid and she was just posting shit here and there because she just wanted your attention. Well now we can just forget her. Put everything that happened in the past behind us and keep continuing our path that we started from almost a year ago. JAN.2011 you came back into my life as a close friend, we got closer and I started to grow strong feelings for you and I never told you, till you admit you had feeligs for me but knowing it was obvious i liked you again. I never thought we'd happen. I never thought i'd meet you in person one day. I never thought you'd be apart of me, my boyfriend my bestfriend, someone I can call my everything. I know i've stated this fact before but im just happy. Its been almost a year. I started new years with you and im starting new years wit you again. It feels like we been together for so long :3. Yeah i love you babe.