#06:28

[thrassisfras]

So, Mom and I had a lengthy discussion about the effect this house and its environment are having on me and long story short, she's going to be contacting the one of the aunts/uncles that have always shown the most support for who I am and we're going to see if I can move in with them for a while.

Just...to hopefully get me more on my feet and more independent.

Nothing's set in stone, but understandably this + a thing I'm doing later today is really sending my anxiety into overdrive.

[stormsinsolitude]

O He, Who sends forth the winds bearing good tiding before His mercy.

O He, who has made the mountains as pegs,

O He, Who has made the sun a lamp,

O He, Who has made the moon a light,

O He, Who has made the night a covering,

- Dua Jawshan Kabeer

[thrassisfras]

I just need y'all to know that one of my biggest frustrations is the fact that I wrote and finished a fanfic about the complex dynamic between my Skyrim character and Cicero, and about the relationship my character has with himself and his past actions, and it was good. It was so good. But I never posted it and I forgot to back it up so guess what?

All I have left are screenshots and I can't even find those.

[maruco-diary-reopen]

2021.06.28 夕ごはん

[nine-reasons-to-say-goodbye]

💙.

[peachypersonal-x]

I just want to see bby N O W

[thomas-twatter]

I know I go on and on about my pathetic fucking life on this awful shitty blog and I know I bore everyone with it; I want to apologise for that. I’m just so fucking tired finding out who I am as a person, I’m exhausted at finding meaning in life. Nothing has gone well for the past two fucking years for fuck sake. Oh what a fucking mess I am.