#07.27.13

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okay so, i like to text my best friend 'reminders' because she doesn't appreciate herself enough and i feel she needs to be told how awesome she is more often. normally she doesn't respond to them, but today...

me: *reminder that you are an A+ human being

her: *reminder that you are too

exhibit a of why she is my best friend ♥

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i think some of this is left over from yesterday when i managed to convince my mom that seeing a therapist wouldn't be in my best interest, but idk. i told her on tuesday and i had constant anxiety about the whole thing. and i didn't lie to her, but i feel like i did? 

and i have to go and get blood work done on monday because my doctor thinks i might have low estrogen levels. and i haven't seen my friends in over two weeks. and i just really want to hang out with my friend courtney because i miss her like hell, but we had an issue and even though we worked it through, i still feel kinda awkward about it because it was all my fault. idk, i'm just super out of whack right now.

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skin and bones by beth crowley makes me really emotional and idk why. like i at first i thought it was because the song is about the infernal devices which is just a sob fest for me, but i don't think that's it anymore i probably shouldn't be listening to it on a loop, but whatever