i miss you so much truth be told i think i always will last time we lost each other for 6 months those were the slowest days of my life now it’s been 2 and some days are good some days are bad but all nights are mad drowning in tears and pain wondering if i’ll ever see you again keeping you close was killing my insides but keeping you far is killing me faster no amount of months without you can can compare to the ones i got to send spend next to your beautiful soul yes i said it, beautiful soul even if you taught me everything toxic i know i believed in ya, you know, i still do i believe one day you’ll fight your demons and live like a happy person, you deserve that much through the mirror of your beautiful light brown eyes i can see the pain and i can see the fight i can see all you know is damage, that is why i don’t blame you one bit i just want to say that sometimes i speak a little too much, but i promise i’ll never bash you even if what we had was tragic, i still want you i’ll always miss you, best friend, boyfriend, homie all in one, even if you don’t miss me, not one bit at all
