#073121

[ateezdata]

(213107) AteezOfficial: [#HONGJOONG] ATINY~ Do you want to go see the sea? 👀

#ATEEZ

Translation: In-app translation | Source: ATEEZ Official Twitter

[nunuxhoho]

Wonho's latest Talktok update gives MX Drama vibes.😂

[tinyphotojournal]

[bling-blings]

blingbling_new [💖] 밑에 큐티 지은이를 이겨야겠어용!

오때 지은아?>_<💛💛💛💛

쀼쁑

#블링블링 #BlingBling #ブリンブリン 

#나린 #NARIN #ナリン

[ateezdata]

(213107) AteezOfficial: [#SAN] Good night to TINYs whom I miss🌙 Sweet dreams❣️

#ATEEZ

Translation: @transforatz on Twitter • Please take out with full credit | Source: ATEEZ Official Twitter

[ateezdata]

(210731) ATEEZofficial: [MINGI] Hongjoong bingsu* 

[#민기] 홍중빙수

*bingsu is a shaved ice dessert

#ATEEZ #에이티즈

Translation: Heidy @ ATEEZ Data • Please take out with full credit. | Source: ATEEZ Official Twitter

[heartfucksmouth]

I'm dealing with perinatal mood disorders and I want to take Aidan and Myles and Zaiyah and run away from everything. even though most days I feel terrified of being alone with Aidan (for fear of being overwhelmed and panicking/feeling stuck and unable to do anything for myself) I still love him incredibly much and wish I could take my little family to some idyllic place away from all the miserable people who make me angry and make us feel like shit and stress us out. I wish I wasn't poor as fuck, I wish the economy was better and being alive was actually affordable, I wish I had my own damn space to be myself and have my things and not be judged, I wish my whole pregnancy and postpartum period so far wasn't disrupted by other people needing things done on their terms and not mine. I wish I didn't experience a traumatic birth and I wish I wasn't floundering with my mental health and I wish I didn't feel insecure about my body and my relationship anxiety is creeping back in and I wish I didn't feel so isolated and lonely and I wish I didn't want to be held by myles constantly and i wish i had my shit together and i wish i didnt wonder if my baby even loved me and I wish this would be over already and I wish things would be different for us. because I still want Us.

[heartfucksmouth]

I wanna write about some stuff real quick because I don't want to forget it.

me and Myles mess with each other and play around, like he'll hide behind a door and he'll surprise me or I'll stick the end of my wadded-up napkin in his ear when his head is turned away. every time I do or say something funny, he looks at me with SUCH fascination and says "you're so funny!" or "you're so fuckin CUTE!" ... and it makes my stomach do happy flips. I've never had someone look at me the way he does.

in that vein, he farts a lot. I make jokes about it, he makes jokes about it. it somehow came about where he told me he would never dutch-oven me (he had sent me a video of some guy doing it to his gf) because he respects me too much and i dont deserve that... like, he was so sincere and it stopped me in my tracks.

it's moments like these where I really look back at how I've been treated, by partners and friends alike, and I've realized there was a certain lack of respect. and maybe i didn't respect myself enough, so it ended up that way or it continued for too long...

but it's mind blowing to me how different Myles is compared to basically anyone in my past. like, he really truly loves and cares for me, he respects me as a person and as his partner. sometimes he almost pushes himself too far in an effort to make sure I'm cared for, feeling loved, he tries to make sure I'm "entertained" and I keep telling him that I am rarely ever bored, even by myself, so stop worrying!

it's been a year and a half, and I'm now 3 months pregnant, and I still feel so lucky to have him, and have each other, and our baby is going to be lucky too. I have never been in such a good, stable, funny!, loving relationship where it truly feels equal.