#07:27

[yelkenlerforaa]

Uykusuz oluşum dışında hiçbir derdim yok çok şükür ama kasvetli hava şartları bu şarkıyı dinlememi istiyor jabdbabdb

[thrassisfras]

Mom thinks Kaidan is too pretty, and doesn't trust him. Or like him.

[antoinehaller]

Bazı geceler kötü, sabahları daha da.

[elicatkin]

[thrassisfras]

Pretty sure this is going to be the only time I say this about Damon, but I am so glad I can't see his legs. My guidance lines were all over the place 😂

[amillionyearsago]

Bencede bencede... sjsjsjjsjs

[doubt-is-the-origin-of-wisdom]

My biggest issue, leaving out the details that obviously weren't acceptable, was that you had trapped yourself, Roan. We made a promise. When you lived in your fathers house. That you would not kill yourself, but that once you had the power of choice, you would also never allow yourself to become trapped in a situation like that. A cycle of misery.

And with the exception of this winter's events, you have kept that promise. But you did break it with that situation. (You also are flirting with death and its partially because of this but that is a different topic... One that i may address later if i remain active.)

You asked for my input because you admit i was right before. As you should. But i do not have much to say right now besides keep to your promise to me. And, depending on how things go, listen for any warnings i may give and heed them.

For all i know they might tell us to fuck off. And if that happens, even of you insist on continuing to allow them to contact you were they to change their mind, *I* insist that you do not think on them untill this happens. Which it very well may never, and if that is the case, you will put them out of your mind forever. As much as you are able, of course.

You feel a mixture of guilt and loyalty and worry. But if they tell us to leave then i bid you rid yourself of that guilt, and the loyalty as well if you are able. And when you do that, the worry will fade on its own.

That is my advice for things as they stand. When and if things change, ask me again.

[thrassisfras]

!!!