#4-16-20

[sudokumaze]

『ＳＭＩＬＥ』

[neverspore]

Happy Birthday, Gio!

[its123am]

4-16-20 (Thursday)

[trustmeimadoctor]

4-16-20

Just ordered a webcam. A good one too because all the cheaper ones are freakin' sold out! Just another thing I gotta pay off now. I hope it is worth it.

[foxymoodsbyafoxythude]

BLoG, i have imformatuin to tell u. Am only gonn be out for a sec bc ro has things to do that s v boring and they said no distracting them.more than they already r. Pbpbp rood.

anYway. Blog my bf commissioned this art for a birthday presemt for us right? Well for ro but that isn't point. Well we juss got it and its *so perfect*. I mean, beautiful? Yes. Artist was v excellence. But jus... Wat It Is is literally hkgkgkgkkgkgkgkgkg BLOG! You dont even UndErStAnD. I am hard to find words but but

Nd like s not a way he coulda intended like he's never even met Life yet but but but

Roan and Me and Life all hhh

S bc

Ya know i mean Ro love bc is a beautiful space fox and purple and thise are all things they love and he had that made for them bc he wanted to give them a presemt

And i love bc, well, i am a beautiful fox and i heartily appreciate pretty thimgs😋😉😁

And Life has been even more Space than usual. Tbh bc flowers still makr them sad abt stuff so yah

But ye 3/5 of everything in this entire noggin short circuited p much when he semt that. Well Life smiled a lil which is basically their equivalent lolol

Roan loves him like... forreally. I lomv him too! But im rlly rlly scared abt it bc imma be too much and i dont wanna make bad ya kno blog? And also im scare of gettn too attatch.

I dun thimk he will be bad to us. Like.. thas not the issue. Idk wat exactly ik scared will happen other thn bein too much. But m scared of smn.

Ro isnt scared tho.

Oh! They got so snarky at their phone bc they were changing around their wallpaper right? Now presemt is lock screen and more recent felix is home scrn. But his pic is a sc thingy so u can see rhe lines n square and arrow at bottom on scrn in pic but they are slightly off frm ones that r juss on phone!

And cropping made it fit bad

Was hilarity to watch

[glassedplanets]

ye olde meme

[doubt-is-the-origin-of-wisdom]

My biggest issue, leaving out the details that obviously weren't acceptable, was that you had trapped yourself, Roan. We made a promise. When you lived in your fathers house. That you would not kill yourself, but that once you had the power of choice, you would also never allow yourself to become trapped in a situation like that. A cycle of misery.

And with the exception of this winter's events, you have kept that promise. But you did break it with that situation. (You also are flirting with death and its partially because of this but that is a different topic... One that i may address later if i remain active.)

You asked for my input because you admit i was right before. As you should. But i do not have much to say right now besides keep to your promise to me. And, depending on how things go, listen for any warnings i may give and heed them.

For all i know they might tell us to fuck off. And if that happens, even of you insist on continuing to allow them to contact you were they to change their mind, *I* insist that you do not think on them untill this happens. Which it very well may never, and if that is the case, you will put them out of your mind forever. As much as you are able, of course.

You feel a mixture of guilt and loyalty and worry. But if they tell us to leave then i bid you rid yourself of that guilt, and the loyalty as well if you are able. And when you do that, the worry will fade on its own.

That is my advice for things as they stand. When and if things change, ask me again.