#08:26

[qzqzz]

@wethinkwedream mourning light....

[elicatkin]

[thrassisfras]

God I miss just picking up my cat and tucking her under my chin.

[thrassisfras]

I had a dream where I developed the power of suggestion, and instead of using that power to become a superhero/villain, I used it to hold a dance party with a bunch of cats?

[chains-and-pipes]

I really wanna hold her...

[chains-and-pipes]

Fuck

I want to scream

But if i scream i will attract kellys attention

And i should avoid her while i am like this. Especially me.

I want to *do* something to... to fix this. But i cant and i know that and im so *scared* that i keep forgetting to be angry

Im mostly scared for my queen, as well as... what will become of me...

But i am also scared for fox bc they really...

they have hidden before when they hurt too much

But i could feel them then

Last time they ran away i.. it was little more than a tantrum

And we.. well maybe not roan, but we knew they would come back

But they were gona so fast.. i... for a moment found myself worrying about the pack of coyotes around here, not to mention wreckless drivers... but... not that kind of fox.. im pretty sure

Wow thinking is both the most difficult thing rn and the only thing i can do. I cant *not* think

If i could i would be able to sleep... probably

The burning is a real issue and i *dont know why its happening*

The most ive felt of them pain wise is an ache that they are missing

They dont like... *react* to emotions, or fhey never have before! What the fuck

Hopefully it is something else

This is going to drive me mad if it never stops

[yoursweetberry]

Amore mio starai dormendo ovviamente. Io poi mi sono alzata ma non so che fare, vorrei scendere ma non posso nemmeno con la bici perchè non respiro proprio penso che muoio a pedalare senza respirare hahahaha che palle peró uffa! che cazzo devo fare? ho preso un’altra aspirina anche se mio zio ha detto che non serve a niente e infatti niente sta facendo però uffa..

Mi manchi tanto..