#chain clangs

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Motherfucker

That laughs un fucking fair

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I may have tried real hard to imagine you sleeoin beside me. I may not have.

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No yeah its totally fair and good that not only did i fall in love with someone who loves to tease me, theres also multiple motherfuckers in this fuckin body who do too.

Also definitely fair that i cant actually get mad at them 90% of the time.

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Gods I'm pathetic sometimes

Maybe more than that

Heh

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That dream last night... yeah it was sexual to a degree, but, you rubbing along the base of my wings was just so intimate and felt so good

I cant explain how it felt to wake up and not have that. It wasn't sad exactly. I know i have you, and that's what matters most. Its just so... strange that im in this body.

I want my wings. But id give them up a million times if it mean i can have you.

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... yeah. Uh.

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I really wanna hold her...

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It's past infuriating that i can't be there for you and that i cant keep shitty people who have no qualms with hurting you away from you. I'm... your mate.

M mad, yeah. But i feel ao helpless. I am tryna calm down so we can sleep, promise. I just am not sure how. I

Dont wsnt to get up. I feel like if we do im gonna try to go for a run or workout then we rlly wont get to sleep....