#090124

[liimonlucay]

bu aralar çoğu şeyi sonra yaparım diye erteliyorum ve vicdanımı rahatlatmak için de aklıma yatan bahaneler buluyorum. bu tembellik gibi geliyordu ilk başlarda ama şu an anlıyorum ki bunun adı yorgunluk, ruh yorgunluğu.

[jonghyun-angel]

MingBling

[jonghyun-angel]

Onew、TaeMin、JongHyun - 090124 Shim Shim TaPa

[jonghyun-angel]

[jonghyun-angel]

LOCKEY

[nyallowseve]

revival / eulogy / reverence / repentance / redemption / exit wound / revelation / recognition / reformation

whimsy / woozy / ditzy

paint / stain / natasha / splatter / neo

petri / virion / slouch / bile / iodine / scratch mark / itch / vial / gash

iota

lily / bunny / maggie / ronnie / vulture / pierce / phoenix / moth / millie / cricket / beetle / scorpion / spider / ladybug / petty thief / matchmaker / cariamae / snake / roachie

hannah (1) / carbon / hannah (2) / ellie / nosebleed / lupaster / fawn / astatine / suture / ??? / fracture / sweetheart / lullaby / octavia / naomi

[usersamara]

today on things i don’t understand —

it really overstimulates me when someone is playing music or a video on their phone where i can hear (like w/o headphones.) i am very sensitive to noise. i wear noise canceling earphones and headphones constantly. i have to have sounds to drown out even people talking around me. it makes me physically sick and uncomfortable.

my partner knows all this and yet continues to play music & videos on his phone right next to me all the time. and i always have to ask him to put some headphones in or go to a different room. like DAILY. we have been together for 8 years so it’s not like this is new information.

i’m sitting here trying to study and he just starts walking around playing a video on his phone. i feel like that would be rude even if i wasn’t autistic and super sensitive to noise. like im trying to study for a quiz ??

[sdeluu]

Bazen hoşlanıyor gibi oluyorum, sonra bilemiyorum..