#091411

[thegirlwhotried914]

I wish you were here to hold me. I want you close to me. I want you to wrap me in your arms & tell me everything will be okay...

[thegirlwhotried914]

i love you..

Here i am, sitting in class and the only thing i can think of is you. you are the only thing i can ever think of. you mean so much to me. you have no idea how much i need you in my life. you have my heart. and i love you. i love you sooo much. i love the way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you walk, the gaps between your teeth, the way your arms flow steadily beside your body when you walk, the way your lips feel when they touch mine, the way my hand fits inside of yours, the way your eyes sparkle all the time, the way your smile is, the way you hold yourself, the way you make me fall disparately in love with you everytime i see you, the way you make me melt when you look at me in my eyes, the way you hold my waist, the way you make me feel like a princess, God im just madly in love WITH EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!  

[thegirlwhotried914]

Everything about you still gives me chills..

[thegirlwhotried914]

I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Its killing me slowly to not hear from you. I thought I could handle not being with you. I can't even look at others yet. Its been six damn months why aren't I over you. You still have my heart. I still cry myself to sleep. I still want to wake up in your arms. I still see myself marrying you. I still see myself with you everyday. I still love you, every second of every day. Please come back 3

[happycamperferl]

Outta your mind.

September 14-16, 2011

Wednesday. Wake up call! But fail, just slept for another hour. Finally got ready. Kuya Jordan and Kevin came to pick me up. I failed again and left my bag inside the house and everything was in there. So I had to break into my own house, hah. Finally left and headed to Anaheim. Ate at Jack in the Box. Got Gatorades. Then went to Disneyland! Dragged Kevin to come with us. Went to Disneyland first, of course. Finally took my picture for my pass and as usual, I looked gross ;D Space Mountain wasn't open. D; Got our fast passes for Star Tours. Went on Astro Blasters. Sat 3 to a seat and was just controlling the ride, hah hella spinning. They got bracelets and I added a rivet on Hammy's! Went on Indiana Jones. Forced them to go on Splash Mountain because I haven't gone on it since grad nite. Got covered in the picture -_- Went to California Adventures. Got our fast passes for World of Color. Went in the Sorcerer's Workshop. Acted/Sang at Ursula's place. It was fun. Rode Tower of Terror. Got our soft serve! California Screamin' wasn't working still. Went on Toy Story Mania, I suck. Then went on the Ferris Wheel. Got some bomb pretzels. They wanted to go on Soarin' over California, hah I owed them since I made them go on Splash Mountain with me. Went back to Disneyland. Rode Star Tours. Big Thunder wasn't working either -_- Went on Matterhorn. Then the Finding Nemo Ride. Then back to California Adventures to watch World of Color. Left and went to Irvine! Finally got my Chipotle craving. Went to Kuya Jordan's dorm. Met his roommates! They were pretty chill. Watched Hot Tub Time Machine. Then KO'd with Kuya Jordan while everyone else was playing games, hah

Thursday. Woke up early. Got ready. Went to Montclair. Got there pretty early so we went to Jack in the Box again, hah. Then worshiped. The minister from Riverside taught! Left and went back to Irvine. Kuya Jordan took us to Bon Epi for the first time and it's so good there! Left and went back to his apartment to change. Then went to the Irvine Spectrum for the first time. It was pretty chill. Got new earrings. Frkn Kevin beeped at Urban and they took forever to figure out that it was just a barcode sticker thang. Hah, got me all paranoid. But yeah, just went to other stores and such. Finally got my chapstick! Went back to his apartment and just chilled there for a while. Left and Kuya Jordan's friend Jannelle came to ride with us. She was so nice and sings beautifully! hah, went to Rite Aid real quick then headed to Lake Forest? I got inside the gym for free since I wasn't gonna practice. But yeah, saw the Irvine boys! Watching them practice was super boring but it was all good. Got a random call from Justin, hella asking me questions. Hah, but yeah. It was better towards the end of their practice because I met more people and actually had people to talk to. Their practice was intense! Hah, finally left after like five hours -_- Ate at Albatros! Super good Mexican food. Food coma! Went back to his apartment. Phone with babe! Online. Then slept.

Friday. Woke up to the couple playing with Nerf guns outside but it was all good, hah. Lazy morning! But started getting ready. Got breakfast at Mag's. She hooked us up with blueberry donuts! Their croissants and donuts were so good, oh my. Got drinks at Rite Aid. Then went back to his apartment. Oh my, the couple were being so scandalous when we got there. Took forever to open the door and showering together? Hah, loved it! But yeah, they cleaned and we just chilled with everyone. I can't get over how chill his roommates were. Jammed and played with Nerf guns, hah. Kuya Jordan got shot in the eye. But yeah, left Irvine. I had a lot of fun over there, just getting away from home I guess. And I got super fat over there too, oh my. When I start driving, I shall visit Kuya Jordan more often! But yeah, headed back to LA and there was so much traffic -_- Felt so sleepy. Got gas. Dropped Kevin home. Haven't been at his house ever since he first moved there. Left and went to Gdale and met up with Kuya Jr. Ate dinner with the O's. I missed being with the both of them (: It was nice. Bought our tickets to Contagion. Chilled at Barnes and Nobles. Looked for Kuya Jordan's book that he ended up not buying. Watched Contagion! Planned to cough on everyone, hah. The movie got us all paranoid with germs, so funny. But yeah, Kuya Jordan went home. Kuya Jr dropped me off. No one's home, poop. I'm tired.

I miss you.

[miimmz]

Yesterday

Hilarious. My Bro's Birthday! friends, drinking , laughing at these fools, some stuff he probably won't remember but he got up and went to work this morning lol... This weekend is gonna be dangerous.