Feb 25, 2017
Goodmorning 😊 02/25/2017
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Goodmorning 😊 02/25/2017
Things have just been moving so fast since my 1st performance, I just haven’t had the time to sit down and document the events. Tumblr has always been my comfort zone, my little getaway from the reality. I guess I just got tired of living through pictures and through other people’s lives. I just got tired of the perception of success and the endless stream of porn on my timeline. My trip to Cali was such a eye opener to reality. I learned that I’ve always had the ability to bring my dreams to life, all I gotta do is put my mind to it and make it happen. That’s really what’s been up, I feel like I kinda just vanished so apologize to you all that have been rockin with me.
People saying I'm out here livin the dream, I guess they're right it's just crazy it's really showing.
I feel like I'm the worst type of person to have as a ex. I don't keep the back door open, I'm not checking to see how you doing. Not checkin for who you fuqin, and I don't do the late night drunk text either. Once I'm done, it's done.
*There’s more to the music*
The title of this track (for all my non Japanese readers) is called “Let Go”
Learning how to let go has been one of the most challenging steps for me. Something as simple as just taking a step, feels like a million miles to reach. You know within yourself that there are just somethings that are not going to work out no matter hard you try to hold on, or at least in my opinion. There are times where you have to fight to hold on to something but its weird I feel like I was never taught how to simply let go. Where I grew up it was always saying like fight to win, never give up, keep holding on. As positive as the messages were, it seemed to cause negative effects.
Through out my younger days and just a bit of my current, I found myself getting overly attached to things. Places, people, things, it didn't matter if I liked it I made some strong attachment to it. The result of all this would always come to bite me in the ass. Whether that be some form of betrayal, heartbreak, or just disappointment.
Through time and much experiences I had to learn how to develop in my own way how to just let go. How to take in the pain for the moment, then move one. You gotta be like the seasons and go through the changes its necessary for life.
For this track I used the idea of a fleeting relationship, where both sides know that things aren’t working out. It’s about taking the big step for you. It’s damage control. Saving yourself before it’s too late, catching yourself before the fall.
There’s more to the music
It’s that time again.
*There’s more to the music*
For those of you that are unable to read Japanese (Like myself), the title of this track is called “I don’t understand”
In the hand full of relationships that I’ve been in, I’ve learnt that your gonna get into some kind of argument/disagreement at some point. Unfortunately for me they would always turn into these wild fire exchange of words.
I could never muster up the words that I truly felt deep down. If its anything that I truly hate is arguing with the woman I’m intimate with.
I wanted to recreate an idea of those moments with this song, my lyrics are all the words that I truly felt but could never get it out. Just due to pride, and plus being young the past pains were all experiences that lead to this.
What also makes this so special is that I freestyled the whole thing. Now I didn't pull a “one take drake” it definitely took me a couple of rounds, but I definitely did this for a purpose. I wanted to be honest with myself and the situations and to really pour out how I felt within the arguments.
I think it’s important that after an argument that you find a way to get back to loving. You can’t go around avoiding all the bad, but its good if you able to get through the bad together.
There’s more to the music
Since I’m on the brink of finishing my second EP “Mixed Mood”
I’m going to be sharing some of my music with you and shed some light on what it was that went into creating it. Music is more than just melody and lines, its a story.