#1 loser

[luzerra]

cant believe im enjoying watching millenials play pranks on each other in an imaginary video game world AND enjoying it so much that i stalk every one of them

[luzerra]

lowkey might be a lesbian but idk i think telling people im bi feels 'safer' ughhhhhh when. does this agony end

[luzerra]

ive always been pro choice but today i got to know from my aunt that my mother was initially going to abort me but then she didnt

and honestly now im even more pro choice than before kill that babyyyyyyyy

[luzerra]

i was living great but then mitski came along and dropped "then i wouldn't have to scream ur name atop of every roof in the city of my heart" and now im miserable again thank you mitski

[luzerra]

im so glad i rediscovered the joy of lesbian fanfics i am however really disappointed that i rediscovered that during the last week of my neet prep

[luzerra]

nothing in my life is going as planned. re-neet. i am unable to make the album i wanted to. i am not able to find a career path for myself. i don't know what i want to do in life. i don't know how my relations will be in the future. i don't know if i will ever be able to escape this shit ass country. i am losing my sense of self. i feel like nobody gives a shit about anybody. i feel so isolated. i feel so irresponsible, so useless. i can't do anything properly. i am a disgrace to my family. i don't how i will come out as queer to my family. i don't know how i'm gonna survive while also being the sole retirement plan of my parents. will i ever afford a house? will i ever find my people? will i even be capable of love? what if i die alone? what if i die before i am able to prove myself? what if i die while i'm grinding for a fullfilling life? what if

[luzerra]

i am such a dead weight to all of humanity

[luzerra]

bro i just had a dream that i kissed a girl and you know? EVERYTHING clicked into place like it felt like i was Made for this

but alas it was a dream 🤣🤣🤣😂😂 i genuinely can't believe ive become so pathetic