One of the saddest things ever will always be slowly watching the light leave their eyes... Be the one to help ignite it.
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One of the saddest things ever will always be slowly watching the light leave their eyes... Be the one to help ignite it.
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She sat a moment, fingers running across the dashboard one last time. It was strange, the attachment she’d developed for the SUV and the five years of memory it held. There was the sticker on the visor proudly claiming she’d voted, the stain in the chair where her coffee hadn’t been sealed as well as she thought, or the “my other ride is a TARDIS” stuck to her back window that had been there almost as long as the car. The dent in the trunk where she’d backed into a F-150, the funny little pain spots on the hood because it had starting chipping and Toyota no longer carried the right color for touch up. So many memories, little quirks that had made it hers.
She gave a light pat to the wheel before stepping out and grabbing the few remaining items from the passenger chair. Then turning her back on one chapter she stepped forward to open a new one. Spending several minutes to make this new set of wheels her own. And with a purr the engine came to life, and she drove toward all the new adventures awaiting her.
i was apparently gonna run the chicago marathon and my mom and sister came along. but when i got there i looked it up on my laptop and apparently it was tomorrow, and i had yet to register. i went through the website some more but hope was slim. it looked like this was just gonna be a ‘fun’ vacation, which was totally fine, seeing as i hadnt trained at all. but then i got a random skype call from esther, and i answered it out of shock. i talked to her for ~10 min about school and life while my mom and sister became increasingly mad at me. because i made them wait. but they didnt seem to hold a grudge.
we stayed at a house where the sky was 5 different pastel colors, and when you walked, the light landed in different hues on your skin. it was fun to go around in, but by the time i went to the bedroom i would be staying it, it was dark and i just crawled into bed. the pillow gave me random bits of advice. it literally spoke to me. but the next morning, i woke up to find i was in my normal bedding.
i went looking for a bathroom and i saw that my sisters room had one; but it wa soccupied. my mom was using a random hand held shower thing and she was fully clothed. the shower my sis was in had very sheer curtains. i got the hell out of there and back to my room. i discovered a bathroom in my room, but the curtains were even more sheer and i gave up on showering.
then i was at a supermarket with my two ‘friends’ but idk their names. they were white and excited as i introduced them to orange flavored 100 plus and airplane sake - i had them sniff the bottles i carried in my black luggage. one of them immeidately went to buy 100 plus (after i gave them a talk about checked vs carryon luggage) but it came in a tube, like jasmins sephora body wash. it was normal flavored and i commended her on the choice.
then we were running through the supermarket, and the (real) adults were pissed as hell. they had to do work int he ome improvement section. a balding dude had me take a slice of personal pizza out of a microwave, and iron it on a surface with other slices. it had to be done a very certain way.
January 21, 2016.
Wow. A month clean once again. Great feeling honestly.
Thanks guys for being here for me and supporting me. I love you all. <3
-Kota
I had a dream that I was trying to run away/kill this group of people because of something then we get to this weird lake place where i get one of the crazy girls who is trying to kill us and i locked her in a cage and pushed her into the water. To which she never reimmerses and becayse all the dudes she works with trying to fuvk us over saw they are throwing dogs into the water and the dogs are sinking and not swimming and im having to save them. And i almost died several times trying to save stupid dogs.
Thursday January 21st, 2016
Celtic month of Rowan begins Planting Day
2nd Gemini Moon void-of-course 3:01am EST. Moon enters Cancer 8:28am EST. Color: White