moony

essentially my dream log

[rneglomaniac]

i was with will and we took acid and then we were on a giant paper plate and cuddling and i tied his hands above his head(!!!) and we fell asleep that way?!?! i didnt dream the actual trip lmao. but when we woke up we just chatted about random stuff (like debriefing) and then we drove to a local swimming pool. i asked “isnt it too cold to swim?” and he said “not really” and it felt like a recurring place, like with an indoor pool and then pools looking over a beach, with multi level slides. it was wild

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i was in co springs on a cloudy day in a house w will and quinn. they were trying to move a mattress in. and i drove around? maybe? it was vague

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i went to a school that looked like it was falling apart and the employees from MER were there! (mainly zack and will) and will could shapeshift, he changed from a butterfly to a dog (?) back to a human. there was a dirty swimming pool. i went inside and saw clint and apparently he had moved to alabama? and was on a mission as a born again christian?! he went very in depth with his journey to self discovery.

then there was a young chinese couple that were in a hurry and seemed lost and asked me where the bathroom was, and i said “地二樓·“ which tbh IS WILD because i have never really spoken chinese in a dream or dreamt in chinese before! anyways they didnt thank me, they just went up the stairs.

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there was a secret basement in the house at 3415 bray! it looked like a house from taiwan with fluorescent lighting and a lot of crap everywhere. there were a lot of old bikes and music stands. it felt kind of creepy. my dads brothers came by later and were like “wow :o”

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i dreamed co springs had a light rail ;o;

AND then i dreamed i was in dt co springs and this dude zane from kindergarten was following me around...and then i invited kylie from hhs and her unnamed friend over but they were still hs age?? THEN i was back in hhs band and playing “the marimba” except it was actually a stack of large square pillows that i whacked at different sides. mj o’connor was there and she was like “whoa whats up with your eye” and my right eye was yellow and orange instead of brown 0.o

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i was in a library with shelby and she had her new pickup truck with her

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i was in the “ameren” cafeteria (just a caf with multiple levels) eating lunch with DANIEL SHAPIRO LMAOO

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i was in a place outdoors where the mood was dim royal blue and it was kinda outdoors, in a topiary garden. i saw clint but he was very stand off-ish :c

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i dreamt about mccausland ave and the part underneath interstate 64. there was a house and a lot of traffic on a cloudy day. at one point i saw matt kyle! then i was in a trader joe’s/natural grocers - like store where i was very interested in the wine section.

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This was a while ago but I dreamt about bakugou getting kidnapped and his fear

also there was a city? maybe

and then I was super excited to get my bnha big damn heroes zine email but i don’t remember if i got accepted or not (in the dream)

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i had a children’s book that was a translation into spanish from english. i owned 2 versions of the english and one was pg and the other......was not pg. my spanish version was also not pg. it started out nice enough but then devolved into gay sex torture that had the same vibe as hogtied inc (like that san francisco company). there were pictures going along with the story because sometimes the description wasnt enough. and then at one point i was reading the story on a huge screen AND THEN MY DAD WALKED IN and the photo it was on was of naked guys prostrating themselves on the floor and he was squicked out but i played it off smooth and then he left. i was a little more careful after that.

and then i entered that gay sex torture world........or rather there were 3 ppl. 2 girls and a guy. the 2 girls were trying hard to escape. i was their ‘master’ at one point and i fed one of them an apple slice from my hand sliver by sliver. and then i said ‘if you want any more you have to do something for me’ but she didnt understand the sexual implications of that.

the lego townhouse we gifted sean and sarah 11+ years ago also made a comeback.........as well as a lot of other legos. i made a wall display of them by attaching the lego nubby boards to the wall and then sticking legos on.

there was a black guy and he was sad and confused but he was told to be happy with legos and the other baby toys offered to prisoners.

AND THEN the 2 girls........they continued trying to escape. apparently they would hide inside a microwave where the tray lifted up and then there was ahiding spot underneath. or they would hide under a vehicle. but then sometimes the vehicles would go for maintenence and then one of the girls would really panic. she wouldnt stop hyperventalatinig and the other one had to calm her down. eventually the prison staff thought they had disappeared but they couldnt find a way out and so they kept hiding in the microwave at night. im not even sure how they survived the day lmao

but they had this dude friend who was perpetually cuffed to a pole. like just his ankle but then he couldn’t run away. there were the cuffs with a chain between them and then the style where the cuffs had a solid piece between them. he wanted to ‘trade out’ the solid piece for a chain bc the latter offered more movement but then i think they just used the chain cuff on his ankle/the pole and then the solid cuffs for his wrists. and then they had tape they used on his mouth and his forearms. or maybe i imagined that when i was half awake. either way, incredible

and then i dreamed my mom bought roast beef from the walmart deli (but we only have turkey breast lmao)

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austin from civil engineering was apparently.....adopted...........by my family....................and i was like his ~older sister~ bc jasmin wouldnt fulfill the role and somehow i felt like a mom. he was like..........................in high school. WHAT. and he had little high school friends and they went to prom and i found myself asking “what time will you be back” A:DIJFDKFJSDFDS

and then i went to hyvee and a library.

and then i dreamed duolingo korean got pushed back to july 2017

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i was in the engineering library at night with this big group and we all had to work together to create a robot. i was with jenny and lena l and i think jenny z OR josie anyways i took apart the robot when i wasnt supposed to and i had been assigned the part of creating the robot. and then i had to write the lab report too. so i was stressing a little.

BUT THEN clint was in my dream! we walked around the student center and saw santas and went to this random room where there was a ‘previous elp participant’ that had been in our group and we recognized him as such. but i dont think he had actually been in the group. anyways he waved at clint and not at me. RUDe. clint and i put on our shoes and that was basically all.

and then at some point hunter c from civil engr/running club told me how he got married at 16 but his wife died and i was like This is a bonding moment. we are bonding.

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i was watching over astronauts and i was in the body of one. i couldnt get my suit on but it was ok. the suit’s helmet had a green visor that made everything look weird. it felt like there was gravity sometimes and then not. if i sat on a chair the world kept spinning and when i got off it was better. but there was someone sitting in a nonspinning chair too.

and then i watched over a scene where a junior asked her senior where to get a ~mission suit~ bc their practice ones were like the orange parka i have. so a passing higher up was like u have to walk wherever u go so the senior said ok do u mind walking 2 miles? but then a DIFFERENT supervisor was like we r getting a shipment later and it was all good.

THEN i was in a fancy place and was about to oorder a fancy meal but then i realized it wasnt worth it. the plate would have cost 10 bucks. so i went to get fast food instead. (the dream didnt go into where i went)

and then i saw romanus in a parking lot and i asked for a ride home bc my sister had taken the car and i didnt know where it was. i sat in the back seat and he seemed out of character.

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i was with nise and fesa and mollt and i was gonna take them all on a road trip. but my mom was PISSED bc my car was still wrecked and she didnt want me to travel. so she kept texting me and i kept replying but i still went on the trip anyways. it was rainy and we were going from california to missouri (idk why) and we made a pit stop in an empty ranch house, like a cookie cutter one. it was partially lit inside and had no furniture.

then i went to kiev ukraine. the streets were made of brick and there was a sea/lake with steps so you could go in. the buildings were all old fashioned like poland style and cute. i went over to the water and i saw anne frolicking about but i didnt say hi. there were other teens/young adults and some tried to drink the nasty water and then a local was like DONT POSOIN YOURSELF

then i was part of this group in laferre, like summer camp leaders. i held doors open and said hi to other leaders. daniel shapiro was there D: and shortly after i passed him going down the stairs, i went outside. it was break time and i wanted to exercise. so i ran up the slope going to turner ave garage but there was like a playground/free weight workout area in that lawn. i went on some of the equipment but i wasnt really ~working out~. ppl like payal and katy shi and other ppl from high school joined me too.

then i was in this room with a computer program and i kept having to change physical locations too. it was like a game? i think. and mixed in with that, was this 21 pilots thing but idek if they were the REAL 21p. they were having trouble selling merch so they released a hoddie that said F THIS SHIT but in varying sizes and printed randomly all over the hoodie. and the text glowed. i thought it was cool but i didnt think to buy it.

i feel like there was more but i forgot it

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peter dirks asked me on a ‘date’ but another girl came. and then later he put me as his sister on fb. and i was like gonna msg him like oh dang we are that close of friends? but then at the same time it would be friendzoning too.

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i went to a swim meet. my family and yvan quin and will harmon and other ppl were there too. the hotel we went to was very familiar - it had two identical balcony pools and we passed by them on the elevated train. we all went into the gift shop at one point and i saw one of those ‘girlz’ like hot pink and neon green and orange palette design notebooks - it was tiny and shaped like a foot. at one point, dance music started playing and i started getting crunk. yvan danced behind me so i could have been grindning on him LMAO

i think we were supposed to swim in th emeet. because i had my swimsuit on, on the 3rd day. but apparently that was 10 and under events day. so i felt awakward and wanted to change but the hotel was a shuttle ride away and i didnt want to be a bother. i forgot to shave my legs too so they were furry. but wills were furrier.