#10-20-15

[i-e-nfpisces]

Stopped by home and worked on a puzzle, got a milkshake, watched some SNL with my roommate and @katiekatskorner, worked on homework, and slept on my floor. What a day.

[sortasupersmelly]

like im always teetering on the brink of emotional collapse. so it can be a bit scary/draining to hear about other ppls sadness. 

god this is so selfish of me. im so sorry

[sortasupersmelly]

honestly im not in the right place to be there for someone. like lately I’m either 2 numb or 2 emotionally/mentally weak to help someone with their emotional distress or w/e. like if u confide in me i’ll either be like “okay...” or i’ll empathize 2 much and cry all night & all morning the nxt day. 

[sortasupersmelly]

my mom is so confrontational. i really cant handle it at all. she just interrupted a nice convo i was havin with my dad so she could make it clear that she was really mad. like how do u do that? how is someone so unabashedly emotional? & like shamelessly petty sometimes? I don’t think we are related bc im the absolute opposite. I’m emotionally repressed & very secretly super petty. I’m gonna go on Maury & try to figure this sh*t out

[sortasupersmelly]

today was horrible. i didn’t turn in an essay that was due bc i was 2 busy studying for a midterm. I missed a unit test bc my car broke down. i’m just really not meant for college/life

[treacle-tears-blog]

I love beautiful people so much and I want so desperately to be one but it seems impossible and I can hardly stand who I am these days...

[treacle-tears-blog]

I need to stop drinking energy drinks they make me feel so sick :(