#10:05am

[ajyal-azez]

صباح الخير..

[40-bee-07-daily-blog]

Apples w peanut butter donuts and coffee for breakfast

[ajyal-azez]

صباح الخير..

[icecreme]

2021/08/10

how is one supposed to live like this. i had bad dreams. im tired. in all senses of the word. i just want to go home. a real home. what a home is supposed to be. i feel like im in hell. i dont know where to go from here. everyday i want to die. my throat hurts. im so scared.

[tigergoesrawh]

“You have every right to choose someone, or something over me. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. Goddamn, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.”

You hurt me

[s-implethoughts]

You told me that I’m too ambitious and that I’m burning myself out.

I have never felt this positive in my life before. I feel like I know what I am doing for the first time in a while. For the first time I have goals, and I have something I want to work towards and accomplish but you’re acting like I’m not serious about it.

“You talk about it all the time.” Because I am passionate about it. Because this is something I’ve been wanting to do for so long and it sucks that I went down the wrong path. It sucks that I am in a career that I don’t want to be in. But I know what I want to do and I am still figuring how to get there. I will not speak about it anymore.

You say that you’re always going to support me in all the things I want to do. How can you say that when you’re telling me to put my goals and dreams on hold? How can you tell me that when you know I’ve put my dreams on hold since High school cause no one believed in me, because no one supported me?

I was so positive about 2020 after last night.

My dreams were crushed. I am back to feeling lost and feeling like everything I do isn’t right.

I never thought that you would make me feel like this. You were the last person I thought would make me feel like this.

[07042019]

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