#11:38am

[babiezomb]

Everyone left but I'm still here :(

[aslpoetry]

you loved me once don't you remember? maybe you love me still but I can't remember im loved unless someone is shoving it down my throat, call that feeling object permanence, forgetting everyone whose important to me when they are behind closed doors, I remember when you loved me I thought it was something id never forget but memories of it feel more like recalling a distance daydream you can still feel it but the details slowly become more and more foggy. like the more time I spend without graced by your love the less, I can remember how my chest felt with your head placed upon it. I don't think you remember me, or you do but you don't want to. and maybe that's okay.

[dustsparrow]

The forward march of time never stops

[onelampost]

Fluidity

In the midst of the nightmares every single night, a dream creeps in restoring all faith i had lost. Now regained to its former potential, is this the improvement i had longed for?

I can barely remember the sight of your face now, trying hard to think as i type- i will not force myself anymore. Regular sleeping and lack of motivation to make myself come to my senses, this is all and everything i need for now.

A dream to restore my faith, to make me feel less crazy. A dream to say “Yes! You finally have your shit in order!”

No longer will i sit here wnd dwell on the aching, heart crushing, emotionally destroying PAIN i have felt for months and months and months ans months.

This is improvement, i know it to be true now.

[tiredghost0]

Self care is eating something drenched in hot sauce then immediately drinking Diet Coke

[enioyyyyyyyyyy]

I don't know why ...

[mywritingstory]

I like him way more than I let on