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Kyrie Irving — Cleveland Cavaliers

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Find someone, who even in the midst of a busy schedule - whether it be working, hanging with friends, cooking/cleaning, enjoying their hobbies - texts you like this. ❥

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EDIT: I have gone through this and fixed all of my grammatical errors. I would just like you to know that I was writing this at 2 am, whilst in the same bed as you, trying to get my thoughts out as quick as possible. I didn't have time to proofread asshole 😘

It’s been awhile.

I have been super stressed out with school and finals. I fell sick for a week and a half and really fell behind on my school work. Week 10 is coming up and I have finally caught back up on all of my work and I am starting to gain my sanity once again.

These past few weeks have been crazy for us. Halloween was crazy, but I had my best Halloween yet. We stayed in all night, drank tequila and Jamo, built a #2spooky gingerbread house (which I still proudly display), listened to a dank “Halloween party” playlist, you got too drunk and I took care of you while you vomited and we both woke up pretty hungover. But I had the time of my life. There was nothing else I would have rather done.

Then we went through a period where both of us got sick. I got sick as fuck right before the Mac Miller concert and you drove over to stay for just a few hours to take care of me. You brought me soup, tea and medicine, and to be completely honest, it meant the world to me. I can’t think of another person who would 1) Drive an hour to come take care of some sick dude, 2) Risk getting sick them self, and 3) Do such a damn good job taking care of me. I know I was weird and annoying the whole time, but you just let me be and took care of me. I can’t thank you enough, because that one night really helped. The next night we went to Mac Miller and that was killer. I had a ton of fun stealing that couples spot and then having their jealous asses bump and grind into us the whole time. A few days passed and it was time for the carnival.

Two and a half months earlier we bought those tickets thinking that we may not be together, but we would go no matter what. But we were there, going to the event still together and arguably happier than ever. I got to meet Irene and Collin, and we got to see a ton of awesome performers. Even though we left before ScHoolboy Q, it was a great time. I was glad to be there with the girl I love the most. Someone who means the world to me. I am glad we had the opportunity to share that experience together.

Monday was our 3 month. It’s crazy to think that it has only been 3 months cause I swear that it has been way longer than that. I feel like I have been in love with you for ages. The night before you came over, I went through all of my old photos and saved them onto my computer. I went through the photos of us when we went to the beach, the snapchats of when we went on our first couple of dates, and I cried. I remember going on those dates praying that things between us would work out. Hoping that we both wanted to be in a stable, real relationship that didn’t just last a few weeks and then fizzle out. In the beginning I was so full of fear and anxiety because of my past experiences. But looking back now I see how silly some of it was. I’m now very confident in our relationship and what we have. I know that we are going to be nothing but the best together. We are gonna be that couple that others wish they could be.

I can’t believe how much I have grown attached to you. I told myself I would never let myself get super attached to someone again, and here I am. I love you more than I thought was possible. And just when I think I can’t love you any more, I wake up in the morning loving you more than I did the day before. You mean the world to me. I want nothing for you but the best. I want you to be happy and to feel loved.

I snapped at you the night of our 3 month. We got into some dumb hypothetical argument about a tattoo and I was all butt hurt for really no reason. I was just caught up in my own ego and my own insecurities. I should have just let it go and I shouldn't have snapped like I did. Even though now you don’t think much of it, I feel terrible. I don’t ever want to hurt you, and I don’t ever want to be the reason that you are crying (unless it’s happy fun time tears). I am truly sorry for what happened, and I promise to you, even if you think that I cannot keep this promise, that I won’t snap on you again.

I want you to know that I love you more than anything. I am completely and utterly infatuated with you in every way imaginable. I think about you every second of every day and it’s been like that for over 4 months. And in the thanksgiving spirit, I would like to say that I am so thankful for you and the unconditional love that you give me everyday. I am so thankful that I have the privilege to introduce you to my friends and family as my girlfriend. I am so thankful that you treat me well and you show me everyday not only through your words but your actions that you love me. But most importantly I am thankful that you deal with me and all of my weirdness and gayness on a day to day basis and you don’t get bored or tired of me (Also you are currently rubbing my balls and making fun of the fact that I missed a spot while man-scaping). But, remember I am always here if you need me. I’m one text, on call, one short drive away from you. I love you.