Hello, I was wondering if you could do an 11th Doctor Imagin. I've never asked before so, I also don't know you have any rules when doing these but. I deal with amounts of Anxiety. Panic attacks etc. Could you possibly do one so that The Doctor would comfort them and give them so much affection. Etc is that okay?
ofc its okay 💗 sending u love & light & this imagine
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Space and space adventures should bring a sense of wonder and excitement. Sadly, to you it mostly brings bouts of anxiety and a panic attack once in a while. Though, you cannot blame the vastness of the galaxy and all the little and big planets within it for your unfortunate predicament, because it really wasn’t better back on Earth. The only difference is is that you used to suffer alone.
Now, you have someone that insists on sticking by your side, come hell or high water.
You feel like a burden when your anxiety suddenly spikes over the smallest things, fear making your rigid, squeezing your throat so tightly that you can barely breathe. Here he is, chipper and enthusiastic as usual, willing to show you everything and anything because he wants you to be happy, and there you stand, ungrateful, terrified out of your being, too uncomfortable to open your mouth, too awkward to object. And this sense of not belonging, of wasting his time (which is extremely ironic, seeing as he has a time machine), and that surely he has better things to do, brings about a panic attack.
Next thing you know you’re close to tears and wheezing by the fountain in some garden planet (--”Biggest garden planet in this part of the galaxy!” He had exclaimed before stepping out the TARDIS).
But he is kind and understanding and incredibly patient. Tender when he allows himself to draw close -- closer than he should -- and he spares no effort in order to calm you, to make you feel comfortable again. On instances, to reassure you that it’s okay, that you’re okay, and if you’re not at the moment, then you will be.
His hugs are gentle, but undoubtedly loving; when he senses your distress he is quieter, sensitive to nonverbal cues;he offers to leave immediately if he sees your alarmed expression; he is constantly checking up on you, but not because he feels some duty due to you being his companion, but because he cares.
Sometimes, when the two of you are apart -- tired from running through time you retreat into your flat in London -- he visits every few days bringing trinkets and souvenirs simply because they remind him of you. Clara had chimed, on numerous occasions, that it is because he fancies you. You try not to think about that too much lest your heart suffers and attack.
“--And really, he’s so...Distracted without you. More than usual.” She says after taking a sip of coffee. Morning light filters through the windows of your kitchen, glowing on the tiles. “Like everything he does is ask -- would they like that? Would they think that’s cute? Do you think they would rather meet Cleopatra or Mozart? Clara, how’s my bow tie? Though, the last one he asks everyone. I think. You get my point.” She adds with a smile, eyes twinkling playfully.
You feel light, like a butterfly, knowing that he thinks of you so often. And honestly, you are ready for your holiday on Earth to end. Even if space is scary, it is...not so bad with him.
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