#12.9.2021

[lolwatevssssss]

I’m so proud of myself. I’m officially a nurse! I PASSED MY NCLEX !!

[girlucifer]

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the way i'm screaming. are we a couple or are we a couple of suckers trying to get with the prince of pride. solomon i love you

[flyingiseasy-landingnotsomuch]

Another day. Another beautiful sunset. So many blessings.

[prosy-days]

September 12, 2021 - Day 85

I do like watching the colors of the bouquets change throughout the year.

[godsnameisjoy]

SOMETHING AMISS

Date: 12 September 2021

Duration: 55 minutes at 9:11 PM

Depth:

‘There is something wrong with what I am doing during meditation.’ This is how I felt while meditating last night. There were way too many events from my life brought out by the intuition for my perusal. And I refuse to peruse.

Maybe that’s what’s wrong with my approach. It is likely that I have an intermediate step to cover before I attempt the return of life giving energy to the Divine Sender. It is likely that I have to learn about the manner in which life energy can be freed up from unworked desires. And it is likely that I have many such desires where life energy is locked in. Refusal to perusal may be a hasty approach to unravelling one’s kundalini forces.

Also, long gaps between two sessions of meditation may not help my cause any more. Waiting 24 hours to meditate won’t help this phase of my practice. I’ll have to squeeze in more than one session in a 24 hour cycle. I can’t afford to keep life energy locked in for long durations. They seem to find a way into desires when the purpose of all one’s meditations is not perused.

[puregrief]

يعني🥺 أنا🥺 مجرد🥺 تريجر؟ 🥺🥺

[puregrief]

تعامُل الأمريكان مع الموت هيفضل دايمًا محيّرني بجد وعامل ايرور في دماغي! يعني أحا ازاي تقول "آه ديڤيد؟ ميت أيوه" أو "ستيفاني؟ ميتة بقالها 5 سنين" يعني أحا والله أنا معرفهمش وبتضايق! اللي هو قولها بطريقة ألطف من كده أو ع الأقل لما أقولك أنا آسفة وأعزيك متقوليش "لأ الحوار مش كبير، ها عايزة ايه؟" بيتش؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟

[puregrief]

عمالة بقارن بين التعب النفسي والتعب الجسدي وأقول ايه الأسهل، طب ما فيه فكرة... ءءءءء... مفيش تعب خالص مثلًا؟ مش عارفة يعني مجرد اقتراح والله! بس آه عارفة إننا مش في الجنة هنا فاشطة الاتنين سوا في نفس الوقت وافشخ جهازي المناعي لحد ما يبان لي صاحب يا باشا ولا يهمك.