Aug 13, 2025
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13/08/25 Jaguar
Lovely body shower before bed after a hot day. Feeling very clean and relaxed.
Oh wow I just read all the posts I’ve written on this blog and it made me sad. Why sad? Last post is from 2023 - 2 years ago and NOTHING has changed. Well ok some aspects did - I live in a different city, I started uni, I know different people, but the things inside me? All the same. Still sad, helpless, suicidal, tired, depressed etc. because of the additional 2 years I can add to that list eating disorder and self-harm. I am a mess. And while I’m writing it I see the learned helplessness and toxic shame and whatever those therapists on Youtube say but it doesn’t make a difference if I notice it or not, I still act the same.
I’m so stressed and overwhelmed and overworked right now I want to end it all, so future me IF you’re reading this let me know how you feel. Did we make it out alive? How hard ACTUALLY was it and how much of my struggle right now is just my messed up brain not having its shit together.
Stay strong. Maybe CU L4T3R