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'Shady' property development London mayor / China? (13Nov14)

‘Shady’ property development London mayor / China? (13Nov14)

Looking into an “supposed” shady home development handle London in between the London mayor’s “development board” and Chinese property designer. Recorded f. Video Rating: 5/ 5

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Melodramatic teenager

So I'm finally being offered what I've wanted for a really long time, or at least a chance at it. And I don't know if it's still what I want. I don't know if it's because of the person offering it to me or because I'm genuinely not ready. It's amazing because I really do have feelings this time. Part of me wants to give it a chance and have a chance at it. Part of me wants to cut my losses because there is really no guarantee. Part of me is scared what people will say. I'm scared that I won't be good at it. I'm scared that they'll realize there is something better and they don't have to deal with me. I'm scared. But I know that sometimes I catch myself thinking about how perfect it could be. It's just a really scary concept for me. I know that I would probably tell some people to go for it and others that they shouldn't but I don't know what I should do myself.