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Hello world, my name is Mat, I live in the frost bitten tundra that is Montreal and, uhm, yeah. Today I've decided I'd start blogging coz iunno been wanting to do that for a while now. I guess I've always wanted a place where I can express myself to my truest and just archive all the dumb ideas and weird things I like to do. (not too weird I promise) Zina Lahr is actually the one who inspired me to start doing this. I didn't know her but she has had a pretty big influence on my life. As a matter a fact I realize I'm writing with her voice in mind so I might be writing like she would... it's just a thing that happens to me. I often walk out of movies and suddenly talk like the main character or even act like them, or like the character of a book if I've been reading it for too long. I'll walk out of a British drama going "right right chereo"... that joke was just racist, But anyway, This year has been a major turning point in my life, mainly because I finally dropped out of school in a search of what I want to do in life. It was kind of amazing, coz I decided I'd cast my old self aside and just do literally everything I want. And that kind of life is amazing. I won't lie tho, at some point, I actually fell depressed because of an art project I forbid myself of doing just coz, I dunno, I have this weird habit of thinking a lot of fun and harmless things are wrong. It's not I really believe it it's just sort of hardwired into me. I got back up tho coz, no matter what I can't undo what I've learned. That life is worth living by the day, with our old personas cast aside and only that of the day that matters. Coz when I did that, life was amazing. I may have a long way ahead of me to master it, but I think I can do it, step by step. So today, I decided I'd finally make the blog I've always wanted. And if anybody actually reads this well, thank you and I hope you enjoy!