17.06.12
There was a charity event that prevented me from being at work on time. I feel bad for being angry about people who help children. Work was ok. Didn't talk much with my co-worker from yesterday. To a certain degree i try not to care anymore. I wonder if i hqve bigger self-esteem issues than i thought. Some of the guys at work talk about themselves like they're lined up for glory while i think i'm one of the smallest cogs in the machine. I'm ok with that, i don't care much about validation from work because everybody who knows his way around his boss rear can have a steep career. I just want to get the task done and move on. And i'm more concerened about how much my Wife likes me than how much my boss does. Before i went to bed i saw the last few minutes about a family who made a certain kind of "sonar" technique for blind people known in germany. I liked the last statement about how they aren't able to comprehend why a pair of parents have to spend money and manpower just to have the head of the national association of blind people test the method and make the state aware of it.
