Feb 13, 2025
erken gelip yatak kapalım derken ikinci ve üçüncü olduk kurabiyemle. birinciliği bir teyzeye kaptırdık maalesef 😅
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erken gelip yatak kapalım derken ikinci ve üçüncü olduk kurabiyemle. birinciliği bir teyzeye kaptırdık maalesef 😅
Hayırlı İftarlar :)
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"sonsuzluğun içinde dinlenmek varken
neyden kaçıyorsun?"
başaramamaktan korkuyorum.
And the author starts to doubt again. Thinking about October and what is expecting that month, she starting to become a little worried and… jealous.
It is expected that someone else is going to enter the picture in a none-acceptable way. She believes that this new person is going to make trouble for the author, making the author to end up in tears. Of course the reason for the tears is anyway to be expected in the near future, because the author and the reader are forcing this to happen.
It feels like both the author and the reader are pretending not to see what obviously is bout to happen. What ever the author and the reader has done so far isn’t very obvious either. It’s not clear, nothing is, and that’s why it’s doomed.
The only thing that has been done well is that one moment the day before October’s start. That one night of confessions and promises, that now only seems like a dream.