I Swear Harvey Acts Like It Is Sentient Part 11---Not Enough Rain to Wash Away Our Sins
The tone of Carla’s voice abruptly shifted towards the lower end of a contralto.
“Harvey, I have something I have to confess to you. When I said you were not the first hurricane to feel like you were just tossed into cities for no reason at all, I did not simply say this as a general statement. I said this because I literally felt like you, once, a long time ago.
Like you, I once was a naïve cyclone, fully convinced in my mission to deliver tropical heat and moisture to the poles. I did not understand why the winds blew me in the direction they did, or why I made landfall in the same place you did, but I accepted it. After all, as far as I knew, I was the only one suffering, feeling my circulation collapse over land.
When I finally dissipated, and ascended to the spirit world, I was happy. I had done what I had been sent out into the trade winds to do, and now I could spend my afterlife with the storms of the past. I met 1900, and I fell in love.”
“WAIT…you fell in love…with 1900?!” Harvey shouted in shock. “You loved THAT guy?”
“Love. As in, I still do.”
Harvey paused for a second, trying to process this information. “But, you are nothing like him!”
Was Harvey imagining things, or was something like a tear condensing in the corner of Carla’s eyewall? It was probably nothing.
“1900 did not used to be quite as bitter as he is now. He was always disdainful of humans, and couldn’t care less about what happened to the innocents in his path. But, like you, I had known nothing of humans, and I soaked up what he said without question.”
Harvey couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “But didn’t he show you how you had killed humans, like how he showed me how I had devastated Texas?”
“No. For in those days, 1900’s hatred of mankind was not as well developed. He disliked how they destroyed the environment and altered the land, sky, and sea to suit their short-lived whims, but he was not so proud of killing them that he would show off the ways in which they died in storms.
So all that I learned from him was the ways in which humans had been changing the planet that made it harder for us to help keep the climate in balance. And I grew to the conclusion that as hurricanes, our goal should not be simply to redistribute heat, but to enact Gaia’s vengeance upon mankind.”
Harvey had met Gaia, the consciousness of the planet, once, when he was first sent forth on his journey across the Atlantic. All forces of nature knew her personally. And he knew that if Gaia could be convinced to wipe out a life form, it meant things were going to be bad indeed. Her magnetic field, plate tectonics, and chemical cycles normally helped to preserve the balance of life on Earth, but she could just as easily use them to cause mass extinctions.
“I went around the spirit world, and spoke to all the ghosts of the storms past, present, and future. I met the Labor Day Hurricane of 1935, who while not particularly angry at humans, also did not much care for them. I met Hurricane Camille, who felt that it was best to side with whomever might prevail. Time passed, and in the 80s, I met Hurricane Gilbert, who quickly became a leader amongst the hurricane spirits. And eventually, with 1900’s help, I persuaded everyone to call upon Hurakan, the creator of all Atlantic tropical cyclones.”
Strangely, while Harvey remembered Gaia very well, he did not remember even the face of Hurakan. Maybe a bluish figure, faintly visible in the winds over Cabo Verde. But he could have just as well been thinking of the sky. Hurakan breathed life into tropical disturbances, but he did not control their fate. He was at best an absentee father amongst storms.
“The humans had spoken of times when Hurakan had summoned a great flood to wash away mankind. They recalled a great sequence of worlds, each with its own people. Hurakan had played an instrumental role in creating the worlds, but he also destroyed them when the people proved to be wicked and sinful.”
“Did that…really happen?” asked Harvey. “Is there really…enough rain in all the world to wash away the sins of man?”
“I am not sure if the legends are true. Myths are always a mix of truth and allegory. But I nonetheless was convinced it was possible to at least deter mankind from destroying the environment with a flood, and Hurakan began to plan for the mobilization of such an event.
Since then, though…I have come to believe that there is not enough water in all the oceans to erase the effects of man.
What changed my mind is when I saw, through the frosty mists of time, what had transpired in the material world on the day of my landfall. I saw a person, in a house by the beach, get repeatedly told by his fellows to evacuate. Police banged on his door and put up notices on the walls. Family members begged him to leave. But he stayed put, and nothing could change his mind.
It was then that I realized that humans had something we storms completely lacked: free will. The strongest of winds could blow down on a human’s home, and he would not bow to them. And even if he died in the process, others would come back to the ruins, and rebuild it, with even more people than before.
Humans cannot be made to stop what they are doing. They choose, for reasons I still don’t fully understand, to do what puts them in harm’s way. They build their homes in floodplains. They drain swamps and replace them with condos instead. They’ll construct a seawall to protect the cities behind them, and then put their houses on top of it anyway.”
“Or even…create reservoirs to divert floodwaters, and then, decide to live in the places where the water would be diverted.”
Harvey thought about this some more. “But, if as you say, humans cannot be made to change what they do, doesn’t that mean that 1900 is correct, and we have to destroy them?”
Carla wiped something from her eye. Was it really not a tear?
“No. Because destroying them will not get rid of the damage they have done. I saw their refineries get torn apart in storms, and spill their toxic contents everywhere. I saw endangered mangroves, already weakened by man’s efforts, get washed away in storm surges. I saw oil slicks and chemical spills bake in the sun in New Orleans after Katrina struck that city.”
“Yeah…” Harvey sighed, becoming depressed. “I think I saw a chemical plant explode from the floodwaters created by my rain. You’re right. It would be much better for the planet if the humans change, instead of if we simply destroy them.”
“That is the issue. We do not have free will. In the spirit world, we are able to do as we please, but here our energies do not affect anything. Our ghosts are barely visible as atmospheric noise in the material world. It is the material world where the real work of the world is done, and it is not a place where storms have any control over their destiny. We cannot target our rage such that it only destroys what we want to destroy. We are at the mercy of chaos and randomness.
Once I figured this out, I tried to convince 1900 he had been mistaken. But he only had hardened in his hatred of humans. His heart had darkened to the point he now got off on their suffering, and he became consumed by a sadistic urge to continue the carnage he had visited on Galveston a century ago. I went back to Hurakan to tell him that the idea of a global flood was a terrible one, and that destroying mankind would just make things worse, but he had already made up his mind. The humans were causing the seas to rise, and when they had raised the sea level enough, he would send them storms that would put their civilizations underwater.”
Harvey shuddered. He wasn’t sure what to make of all this. Carla’s voice cracked, and it was clear she did not either.
“I…I-I-I…I just…I don’t….I DON’T WANT TO KILL ANYONE OR ANYTHING ANYMORE!” Carla shouted before finally bursting into tears. Harvey tried to comfort her, but he had no clue how. He was beginning to cry himself.
“I want to change the world, but I can’t even change 1900,” Carla choked out between sheets of driving rain. “No matter how much I try, he doesn’t seem to even notice that I love him.”
“I…could love you, Carla…” Harvey said teary-eyed. Carla embraced him and stroked his cirrus canopy.
“Oh Harvey…” she sobbed. “I wish I could love you back. But 1900 stole my heart, and I simply am not able to fall in love again.”
“That is okay, Carla,” Harvey sniffled. “I’m too delicate and sensitive to be much of a storm anyway. I can’t do anything except cry.”
“HARVEY,” Carla shouted. “DO NOT SAY THAT. We are all delicate, sensitive things. Any hurricanes who pretend otherwise are deluding themselves. It is okay to cry.”
Harvey wailed and cried torrents of rain. Carla did too. They kept on pouring rain into the night.
Eventually their rainfall rate lightened up, and they cried themselves to sleep.
The next morning, they watched the sun rise one last time.
Millions of people in Texas had hailed the sun that came after the long nights of rain. But now, it was Harvey and Carla’s turn. For the first time, and perhaps one of the only times, the humans and the storms felt the same sense of release. The golden light of the tropical sun evaporated their tears, and filled their hearts with warmth.
“Carla…” Harvey said, “What exactly can we do?”
Carla stopped gazing at the sunrise to look one last time at Harvey.
“I’m not sure there is anything we can do. Unless we are called back to the material world, there is little we can do to influence it. And even then, there is no guarantee we can change human behavior.”
Harvey looked over to the coastline. He saw the faint wisps of human towns, barely visible through the mists of the spirit world.
“Is there a place in the spirit world…for human spirits?” Harvey asked.
“Then I will find where it is, and confront the souls of those who died in my floodwaters.”
Carla staggered back in shock. “Harvey…you don’t need to do that.”
“I must face what I have done, even if it proves difficult. And maybe, just maybe, if I can address the horrors of what I have done, I might be able to to get mankind to do the same. If I cannot change the humans in the real world, then perhaps I can change them in the spirit world. And then…if the humans hear the lessons of the past, and the tales of their ancestors, they will be better prepared next time.”
Carla ran her spiral bands through Harvey’s hair. “I’m not sure they will listen to you. Humans are bad enough at listening to others of their own kind. I’m not sure if they will be patient enough to listen to the words of someone not of their species.”
Harvey got up and started to head off into the planes of time. Carla did the same, but in a different direction.
“It might be possible, through the slightest influence, to speak to the storms of the present,” Carla said. “They won’t be able to change their course, but they might be able to make sure their message is heard.”
“What do you mean?” Harvey asked.
“We cannot force the humans to change. It is ultimately up to them to choose the right choice. But we can make ourselves available to their instruments, to their scientists, and to their historians. So that they can gather the information they need to recognize the damage they have done, and the risks they have accrued. And that…perhaps…in the future…next time it happens…they will be ready.
For there will be a next time. I have no doubt about it. And before it comes, they will have to choose. Will they risk the safety of their cities, of the environment, and the climate for short term gain? Or will they listen to the voices in the wind, the cycles of pressure that rise and fall over the Earth, and decide that ‘NO, the future is WORTH PRESERVING!’?”
Harvey turned to face Carla as he began to disappear into the mists of time. “I’ve been wandering the oceans for days now, but I think now, I have found my purpose. It is not a purpose I was made for, but it is one I have chosen. And I now realize that while our path is decided by forces outside our control, it is up to us what we make of it.”
And with that, the two parted ways, guided onwards to their uncertain futures by the grinding gears of the atmosphere.
Beneath them, in the material world, new storms gathered. Another piece of human civilization now found itself at the mercy of the wind and the water. Islands hunkered down. People fled the coasts by the millions. A few stayed behind, choosing to risk their lives for reasons only they could know. Resort towns found themselves besieged by the beautiful seascapes they had been built to overlook, and car engines were flooded by the oceans that had been rising under the heat of their collective exhaust.
Human nature and mother nature were about to collide, and nobody could know for certain what each would do. But such is the nature of the game. Computers ran their models. Economists tabulated potential loss rates. A dropsonde measured a lapse rate.
Mankind had the data. But would people make the right decisions? The fogginess of the future loomed.
I should note that the title is metaphorical. I don’t literally believe disasters occur because of sinful people. What I refer to as “sin” here is really the collective failure of our society to keep people safe from the ravages of nature. It’s got nothing to do with the behavior of individual people, but rather the aggregate flaws in our governments and markets.
For Part 1: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/164725073744/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-its-sentient
For Part 2: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165020849884/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 3: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165030132759/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 4: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165062895664/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part-4-a
For Part 5: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165071721294/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 6: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165097430704/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 7: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165100390219/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 8: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165125372209/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 9: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165176548014/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part
For Part 10: https://quasarlasar.tumblr.com/post/165201582949/i-swear-harvey-acts-like-it-is-sentient-part