#1am confessions

[rui-drawsbox]

You wanna know why I'm so scared of doing commissions (you dont but I'm gonna tell you anyways) it's because I'm fucking STUPID

I opened commissions two years ago on twitter (the only place i used at the time) and no one contacted me. Not because no one wanted me, but because i had the direct messages cloSED. NO ONE COULD ASK ME ANYTHING EVEN IF THEY WANTED BECAUSE I DIDN'T NOTICED I HAD THE DMS CLOSED UNTIL MANY MONTHS LATER

Everytime i remember it makes me wanna die♡♡♡!

[plummythepoet]

You know im an open book

I wear my emotions on my sleeve

But sometimes you gotta read between the lines

And look under my sleeve for the hidden cards

And realise im not as pretty as you think

[thisisstefan]

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[alltheja--ck]

I can’t actually believe this is my situation now, even our happy memories together are tainted by longing for something that once was. There is nothing I can say or do to make this better for me, I’m utterly powerless to my own emotions and it hurts like hell.

[paperdolly21]

Lately, all I can think of is the missing space between my fingers where yours would be My bed is not the same without you sprawled in it, your lanky body twisting in the sheets with me folded carefully in between gvanlu

[jay-aye12]

1:30 AM

1:30 am. I just want to sleep. My mind is always moving in a hundred directions. Somehow this time has a beauty to it. Everything is silent and still and there are no expectations for where I need to be. It’s almost freedom and then I’ll eventually fall into sleep.

[theamandarivera]

You💌💋

This secretly deepened sorrow, this treacherous sadness. It is all of which that I contain that isn’t particularly beautiful. It was swallowing 54 pills and going to bed like I was fine. But it was waking up that was the tricky part. Functional enough to get up and go to school after overdosing. Falling in love with broken men who then turned me inside out. Every time, I only going further and further into the abyss, seemingly not a grain of hope left. Why do I continue to live through the motions of every waking day? What exactly am I waiting for? Who am I waiting for? If you can just make it to me: You.

[queenofthenightxxx]