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Larry Stylinson Tarot Reading — Positive Changes Soon + a Warning

Sorry it's been a while, I was away from home and didn't have my cards. Before that I was just lowkey forgetting I won't even lie. Post formatting is basic this time around coz I'm sick and can't be assed.

Before I began this reading, I was shuffling and The Magician fell out, setting a positive and successful tone for the entire reading. It signifies positive things coming towards someone, and being prepared to achieve one's goals.

I'm gonna pull 3 cards for Harry and 3 cards for Louis, for mental state, physical state, and spiritual state.

Harry

Mental — 2 of Pentacles (Rev)

This card is about lack of balance and lack of planning, but keeping in mind The Magician at the start and the fact this is for his mental state, I reckon this is saying he feels unprepared and like he's out of wack, when in reality he has a much better grip on things than he thinks he does. He's probably feeling a lot of anxiety lately.

Physical — Queen of Wands

This card is about accomplishing a lot of tasks. So yes, he's feeling anxious, but in reality he is achieving and accomplishing things he wants to get done. I don't know what kinds of tasks he's completing, but I assume they relate to behind-the-scenes things and potential contract negotiations? What with all the theories behind his long break and if he's waiting things out, yknow. And the NDA laws changing on October 1st, there's a lot he could be anxious about and trying to accomplish. We'll see what shakes out. With The Magician bringing positive things his way, I reckon positive changes are coming.

Spiritual — The Sun & 5 of Swords

The Sun is another highly positive card, the words sticking out to me are freedom and fun. This being spiritual goes along with The Magician; the universe is sending so much positive energy Harry's way. His anxiety may be strong right now, but so is the universe's positive energy right now. Good things are definitely coming his way soon, and he seems to be accomplishing things in the material world which will help.

Louis

Mental — Strength (Rev)

This card is about vulnerability and feeling insecure, lacking confidence. "It is does not indicate a lack of strength so much as it indicates that you are letting fear, anxiety or low self-esteem paralyze you." As this excerpt explains, Louis is also in a position where he is capable and is doing well, but he feels mentally like he isn't or is unprepared.

Physical — 8 of Pentacles & The Emperor (Rev)

The 8 of Pentacles is about reaping the benefits of hard work, success in business, and new work opportunities. I think this relates to that new US contract with High Rise PR, as well as things going well with regards to AFHF and LT3. Whatever behind-the-scenes things need to complete for LT3's release, they seem to be going well and smoothly. I love hearing things like this in my readings.

The Emperor reversed, in stark contrast, represents an older man in one's life who is abusing their power over you. In my readings on Harry, this card almost always represents Jeff Azoff, to the point I associate it as "Jeff's card." I don't think it represents Jeff in Louis' reading today, though, but it could represent Simon Jones, or even Simon Cowell. Some form of man who holds power over Louis who is abusing that power.

It seems two things are happening at once. Good things career-wise, but because of how Louis' career sabotage functions, there is also pushback from the people who, well, want to keep Louis down. Every action has it's opposite reaction, at least in Louis' life. Hopefully the other shoe doesn't drop too harshly for his gains in terms of High Rise PR for the US, AFHF, and upcoming LT3. But, this card does seem to be letting me know in advance that TPTB are at work.

Spiritual — King of Swords (Rev)

In a spiritual context, this card is about needing to keep a level head and parse through spiritual meaning in a sensible way. Louis' relationship to spirituality is always waxing and waning in my readings on him, and with how busy his job is keeping him lately, it seems he's in another period of not connecting spiritually as deeply or wholly as he should be. I think this is also why he feels, seemingly unnecessarily, anxious despite all the good things happening and good things to come. It's a warning signal he should listen to.

Conclusion

I pulled a lot of non-numerical minor arcana, and a lot of major arcana for them both. I pulled a lot of swords and pentacles, which makes sense. Swords represent action and change, and pentacles represent material world, work, and sometimes money. Harry's physical card being a wand card makes me think his material success right now is spiritually powered, which makes sense as the positive spiritual energy in this reading does seem to be dominantly directed towards him.

This reading didn't allow me to be as specific as I usually am, but I haven't done one in a while, so it's more of a catch-up check-in than a play-by-play like more frequent readings allow me.

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Tarot Thursday ~ Harry & Louis Reading

(Yes I know this is late, I totally forgot to do it yesterday lmao. Also, yes, I'm changing the colour theme of this series again, I decided to do gradient text based on my actual tarot deck!)

Reading Overview:

Harry's reading seemed to be very focused on either his work life and/or his spiritual life, and highlighted a lot of emotional struggle with connecting to spirituality, as well as a sense of giving up. As usual, his emotions and outlook seem to be complex and layered, but there may be a spirituality-related positive change in direction heading his way.

Louis' reading started off talking about feeling limited in his choices regarding his physical situation, having restricted options, and feeling disappointed. Later in his reading, though, the focus shifted to his relationship with Harry being good and harmonious right now, as well as Louis starting on his spiritual journey again after a period of ignoring his guides like he was last week.

Overall this week's reading was very layered for both of them. Things between them seem to be good, but external forces (mainly work and closet related) keep causing disturbances and issues with them individually. They're still both on journeys, but aren't we all?

Harry

Pre-reading observations: Nines. All the fucking nines. That number seems cursed in my Harry readings, it's almost always a bad omen when I pull cards of that number for him. We've got a good mix of suits but there's emphasis on Wands which I'm curious about. Wand cards heavily relate to spirituality and identity. And once again we have a King and Queen for Harry. I'm very surprised to see no major arcana for him, that's highly unusual.

Material World

Nine of Swords & Nine of Pentacles. Nine of Swords represents nightmares, hopelessness, and anxiety. Concerning right off the bat. This card represents someone trapped by their own negative thoughts, whether or not the situation warrents it. "This card hints at over-analysis leading to crippling indecision." Nine of Pentacles is kind of the opposite, being about rewards and the fruits of one's labour. Once again I'm getting a weird dichotomy for Harry where he's having a lot of anxiety and negative thoughts, but materially things seem to be going well or at least not as poorly as he thinks they are. There seems to been a lot of emotional push and pull for Harry the past few weeks/months in my readings. He's always getting these contradicting cards that suggest a complexity to his situation that I struggle to parse apart and label perfectly. Because of how MIA he's been recently, I struggle more and more to pinpoint the cause of these conflicting emotions if it's not clear and if my cards don't attribute a specific cause such as his album or personal life. Because these were pulled for material world though, I suspect they relate to something work related, as that tends to be the case. Especially 'fruits of one's labour' tends to come up in work contexts more than anything.

Mind & Emotions

Queen of Swords. HAHAHA sorry this is just so on the nose of what I just wrote regarding the last section. This card represents complexity (what'd I JUST say), perception, and clear mindedness. "A woman of immense complexity, sometimes considered cold-hearted, but also sharp of mind and wit." I think this one is clarifying that Harry's mind and world is complex right now, but he's used to that level of complexity, and he's navigating it in a compartmentalized way right now. Checking last week's reading, I remember that Harry seemed to have experienced a betrayal recently. I think his conflicting thoughts and emotions relate to that still, but instead of it causing him to be shaken up like it was at first, he's beginning to handle it more diplomatically. That's the word that comes to mind— diplomatic. I once again struggle with pinpointing specifically what the betrayal from last week was and why his approach to it has shifted this week, but again I believe it's work related in some way because of where the cards were and the phrasings in some of them. Coming back to this after the spiritual world pull and I think this could also be alluding to Harry believing he's thinking clearly when he's in fact not. There's a temporary sense of clear-headedness that comes when pushing away spirituality, but it fades as you realize you're lost. I wonder if Harry thinks he's thinking in simple and clear terms when he in fact is just ignoring the true complexity of the situation, espeically keeping in mind the dichotomy I pulled for material world.

Spiritual World

King of Wands (rev) & Seven of Wands (rev). Wands immediately relate to spirituality, really compounding the fact that this is asking about his spiritual world right now. King of Wands reversed is about feeling inadequate and incapable of meeting expectations. Taking a backseat, not being proactive in your life. Hm. In context to spirituality, I wonder if this is saying he's becoming more detached from spirituality. It can also suggest that someone is being overly rigid with themself when exploring spirituality, and I do wonder if that's the case considering what I've observed about Harry's spirituality thus far. His beliefs seem to be narrow and I think, alongside last week's advice for him to listen to the spiritual guides trying to aid him, expanding his range spirituality will benefit him. Seven of Wands reversed represents folding on your beliefs, quitting, and giving up. I think this ties into last week's reading which again mentioned he was ignoring or pulling away from spirituality.

Overall

Page of Wands. Wands for overall makes me think this whole reading for him relates on some level to spirituality, which would make sense with how everything has tied together thus far. He seems to be feeling a lot of conflicting thoughts about spirituality and pulling away from it heavily. Page of Wands represents good news that will be coming shortly. So, it hasn't yet. I wonder if this will be spirituality related and if it will cut through all of these harsh emotions he's been feeling about it. This card can also represent feeling inspired and creative, so perhaps he'll have a bit of a spiritual re-awakening soon and it will spark positive changes. "In a spiritual context, the Page of Wands can indicate that you are about to take a new direction on your spiritual path."

Louis

Pre-reading observations: Lots of major arcana for him this week, as well as low numbers like 2 and 3. Harry got a lot of larger numbers like 7 and 9, so I'm curious what that all means, if anything.

Material World

Two of Wands (rev). This card reversed represents lack of planning, restricted options, being held back and disappointment. I'd say that's pretty fuckin' spot on for his position materially lately, with the denial tweet. I was just talking in my post about HLs closets that they have very limited options, especially Louis. The disappointment bit is a reminder that Louis is not happy about the position he's in, and he's probably feeling a million times worse than any of us fans over that tweet going out. He's been fighting so hard against his closet lately, and while it may pay off in some ways eventually, the punishment still hurts him and hurts Harry by proxy. "Two of Wands reversed indicates that you may be limiting or restricting your choices or options in a work context." There you go.

Mind & Emotions

The Hermit. This card upright usually means someone is entering a period of soul searching and spiritual enlightenment. I think the denial tweet happening finally kicked Louis' arse into gear with listening to his spiritual guides and the warnings he was recieving, and he's starting that process of reconnecting again. "The Hermit can also indicate isolating yourself or withdrawing into oneself in order to recover from a difficult situation." This as well is notable, perhaps Louis is taking a moment to withdraw after everything big that's happened recently, so he can recover mentally and emotionally and determine his next steps.

Spiritual World

The Chariot & Three of Wands. The Chariot represents overcoming obstacles which makes so much sense with the previous card and Louis supposedly reconnecting spiritually. "The Chariot can represent the beginning of a spiritual journey." Precisely. Because a chariot is a mode of transportation, this card could also be representing a physical journey for spiritual purposes, but right now I think it's more likely referring to his mental spiritual journey. Three of Wands represents— oh, would you look at that, travel and a journey. Adventure. Maybe he is taking a physical journey? Or the cards wanted to harp on the beginning of another spiritual journey for him, hard to say. "It is a good omen for psychic development as it represents foresight." Interesting. Good things on the spiritual horizen for Louis, I believe.

Overall

Two of Cups. This card is all about a positive relationship or partnership of some sort, which I love to see. He and Harry seem to be doing good right now. "In romantic relationships it can signify harmony and mutual respect" Hehe mutual respect mention!! I love that the overall focus of this week for him is his good relationship, that's amazing.

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Tarot Thursday July 10th ♣️ Larry Readings

I want to get in the habit of actually posting the tarot readings I do on Harry & Louis more often, so I've set an alarm for myself to post a small reading every thursday. Hence... Tarot Thursday.

These readings will usually be small check-in spreads, but occasionally I may use larger spreads. To kick off this week with everything that happened at Ejekt festival, I'm going to do a 4-card check-in spread for both Harry and Louis.

Overview: This week's reading was very concerning but not surprising. It's the drop of a warning I received in a prior reading, but it was a warning I was hoping they would receive and heed. Evidenced by the Larrying chaos at Ejekt and this reading, they didn't listen, but they will be learning from this experience and I have a feeling next week's reading will show improvement to the situation.

Harry

Pre-reading observations: I usually pull a lot of cards for him because he's very complex as a person, so the fact most of these I pulled 2 cards for makes sense. I also tend to pull a lot of major arcana for Harry, so this also makes sense. The presence of so many wands is new, though, I tend to get a lot of pentacles for him.

Material World

3 of Swords — This is a card of betrayal and suffering. Harry has suffered some sort of despair, perhaps over an interpersonal relationship, and he is struggling heavily with it. I've pulled sword cards before to represent Jeff Azoff (when I'm not pulling the Emperor reversed for him, that is), so I wonder if this is that other shoe dropping that I'd been theorizing would happen after HLs recklessness and lack of planning with their recent loudness. I was warned that there would be punishment, what if this is that punishment? The betrayal part worries me— we know from Katie Waissel that Sony (Syco) has planted interpersonal friends near their talent before, so my mind jumps to wondering if that sort of situation happened? I don't know the specifics, but this is where my mind is at reading this card in this position.

Mind & Emotions

The Magician & King of Wands (rev) — The Magician is a card of intention, manifestation, and creation. She's saying you have available to you exactly what you need to manifest what you need. The King of Wands (rev) is about being impulsive and having unachievable expectations. His visions are so grand they're unrealistic. This is a really interesting dichotomy to pull for Harry's mental and emotional state— I wonder if it's saying he is caught between thinking he's capable of manifesting what he wants and thinking his goals are unrealistic and above his capabilities. This seems to be his internal battle right now. Because The Magician is major arcana, I'm inclined to believe the truth is that he does have available what he needs to achieve what he wants.

Spiritual World

The High Priestess (rev) & Queen of Wands — The High Priestess (rev) is about a lost inner voice, not tapping into your intuition, not listening to the spiritual voices guiding you. Of course. I assumed that the warning I recieved of punishment following HLs reckless behavior would also be recieved by HL, but it looks like they either didn't recieve it, or rather ignored it this time. It's calling for Harry to listen again. The Queen of Wands is about a feminine figure who is very courageous and brave, determined and strong. A natural leader in the face of adversity. I think this is a reminder that Harry has strong divine forces guiding him, and that he is stronger than he thinks. He needs to listen to the spiritual beings who know more than him and can see things he can't yet see to minimize repeats of whatever betrayal he's suffering through currently.

Overall

10 of Wands (rev) & 3 of Cups (rev) — 10 of Wands (rev) is about a lack of priorities and an inability to delegate. Needing to learn to trust others and lighten one's own load. I think Harry has, as my previous readings have pointed out, been overloading himself with responsibility and worry when he needs to rest. This aligns with previous readings telling him to relax and stop trying to do things unplanned with no direction when he's already tired. 3 of Cups (rev) is about conformity and solitude. "At times, having too many relationships can be harmful to your self-development." Once again my cards are telling Harry to stop talking to his work friends, they're pushing him too hard and rubbing off poorly on his mental state. He needs to rest and step back from everything, whatever he's been trying to do still needs planning and he still needs to be stable and rested before he executes anything. This aligns with my previous readings aswell.

Louis

Pre-reading observations: I don't normally pull multiple cards for Louis, so this is interesting right off the bat. More wands and cups, which is interesting. I didn't pull any pentacles this whole reading, so maybe a lack of material world focus? I also find it notable that I pulled a king (King of Wands both times) and queen for both H and L, as well as the 3 of Cups (rev) for both of them in different positions.

Material World

King of Wands (rev) & 3 of Cups (rev) — King of Wands (rev) with the impulsiveness and unachievable expectations. Harry got this card for his emotional/mental state, Louis is getting this for his literal material state. This makes perfect sense to me based on previous readings; he's acting impulsively with how loud he's been (as much as the fandom loves it and it does get me excited) but he's not being safe or calculated about it. He's still throwing Larry at the wall left and right to see what sticks and what goes unpunished, but without planning or direction, it's only going to end poorly for he and Harry. I have a feeling the two of them are in a very fed-up state, for whatever reason (either contracts are ending or new ones are underway, imo), and that's why we're seeing them "lash out" essentially so much after years of playing it safe. 3 of Cups (rev) is the one I pulled for Harry's overall state, meaning conformity and solitude. I think this in Louis' case leans more into the isolation part of the card. Louis has been doing things unadvised; probably not communicating very well with Harry lately, but I've established in previous readings that they're not communicating very well at all right now, both ways. This makes sense and aligns with what I've been reading for Louis. This card also mentions lacking a good support system— is Louis lacking positive support right now interpersonally? People he could trust to ask for advice before he does loud things that get him into trouble? I'm asking, though, not surmising a conclusion necessarily.

Mind & Emotions

Queen of Cups — This card is about kindness, calmness, serenity. Hm. It talks of a figure in his life who is nurturing, compassionate, and able to instinctively understand the emotions of others. I think he's thinking about Harry a lot lately, which makes sense with all of the LOUDNESS. He's larrying like a motherfucker as of late, so of course his queen is on his mind. That's kind of cute, but get it together Louis, talk to Harry and PLAN together.

Spiritual World

7 of Wands (rev) & 2 of Swords — 7 of Wands (rev) is about poor confidence, giving up, feeling overwhelmed. "Being in a constant battle to defend yourself has worn down on your self-image." "You are exhausted of fighting this battle, and you need time to build your confidence." Louis has obviously been ignoring a lot of the spiritual advice he's been getting— I know, because I read on him a lot, so I get his advice too and then I get the results showing he didn't listen to it. He feels overwhelmed by spirituality lately, he's pushing it away and he doesn't feel confident in his relationship to it right now. He needs to take a step back from DO DO DOING things and instead, as previous readings have posited, PLAN and LISTEN. He and Harry are in similar boats spiritually I think, they both need to listen more and stop doing things without listening to their spirit guides. 2 of Swords always worries me. I hate this card, I do. It's about a stalemate, a difficult decision that needs to be made. "One path closes the other." He can either keep going the route he's going and close off his spiritual side, which would not be advisable, or he could be smart and take a step back, listen a bit, plan a bit, work with Harry if they really are ready to be taking such big loud steps right now. I do wonder if they recieved some sort of news a while ago that prompted all of this recklessness and sudden change in behavior from calculated to chaotic? Like I suggested, maybe contracts are ending soon, or maybe they got news of new ones underway that they want to undermine ahead of time. Deadline pressure? The number 7 tends to relate to deadlines for me specifically (in my own personal experience), so maybe this is a confirmation of something contractual starting and/or ending?

Overall

Judgment — OOOOOH. The cusp of rebirth. Refelction, awakening. He's getting there. He's very very very close to realizing that he needs to chill the fuck out and hopefully listen to what his spirit guides are trying to tell him. This gives me a lot of hope after how dismal and concerning this reading has been. As always— when things are shit, they will get better soon. HL are always in a tug-of-war it seems, and this just so happens to be a bad end of that back and forth. Louis is smart, I know he'll heed the warnings when they really matter. Hopefully next week's reading shows improvement in their situation, and less of this chaotic/messy tit for tat I've been getting for HL for weeks.

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Louis Tarot Reading — LT3

Changing up the format of this series again, I know, because I can't seem to stick to a consistent day of the week, so we're just doing [name] tarot reading now, with the general theme next to it.

Today's reading is just on Louis because I don't have much spiritual energy to spare, and I've been particularly worried about him. The cards' focus was primarily LT3, with later mentions of a warning regarding his official discord.

To the anon who said you miss my readings, here ya go lol.

Pre-reading observations: Lots of swords, way more than usual. Swords are usually about mental consciousness, so it's interesting that I got sword cards for his mind and emotions in particular. Wands tend to be spiritual, so it's also interesting that I got a wands card for the spiritual question.

Material World

King of Swords — This card is one of rationality and mind over matter, taking the logical approach, not being clouded by emotions. With Louis' recent LT3 being done announcement, I reckon this means his physical world is full of meetings and technical discussions about release and distribution, likely all the least fun parts of making music, but vital ones. So... LT3 in August? Kidding, that's not part of the reading, I'm just manifesting because I want LT3 in August hehe.

Mind & Emotions

Two of Swords & Four of Swords (rev) Two of Swords — This card is about being in a stalemate, having a difficult decision to make, "It can also signify being torn between two loyalties," "being caught in the middle." I believe this is about fandom dynamics lately. Being caught between his want to signal and be supported by larries, and his legal loyalties to his team who are actively aiming for the opposite. Loyalty to himself vs. loyalty to his legal contracts. Always the case, always on his mind. Four of Swords (rev) — This card in the reversal is about mental recovery and healing from a bad time. I think this is the "next step" per se, of the two of swords, since four is a double of two. This question is showing the near future progression from his mental turmoil to finding mental clarity— maybe once the album is out and support drowns out the waves of hate lately, maybe something we can't predict will happen. I think this one is again album focused, and he'll find more mental clarity and peace once LT3 is approved fully and released. I reckon this stage of album making is extremely stressful for someone who's trying to strike a delicate balance between singing about his true emotions and not singing too truthfully to obey his closet.

Spiritual World

Nine of Wands (rev) — Refusal to compromise, stalemate again, "this card can signify dropping your guard or encountering unexpected trouble." He's been too busy to acknowledge the spiritual world, which is understandable, but unfortunate timing right now. He's on the cusp of receiving unexpected trouble, perhaps bad news, this might be the first mention of the discord in this entire reading. The spirits know things the mortals don't. This card is a warning. He may be on the cusp of finding out just how quickly the server his team threw together has devolved and festered toxicity. I hope he's prepared for the inevitable uphill battle it will be with his team to get it either taken down or overhauled. 9 cards tend to be a warning to me. This is a common thread in my readings. 9 always brings bad luck or bad news. So that combined with the spirituality of wand cards is why I feel strongly that this is a warning of what's to soon come.

Overall

The High Priestess (rev) — Repression of intuition. Oh, we know, Louis. How many times does he have to recieve the warning to listen to his spiritual side and intuition before he stops ignoring it whenever he gets busy, lol. I think he frequently goes back and forth on trusting spirituality, which I understand. He just happens to have really shit timing with when he's less intuitively tuned in. "The High Priestess reversed in a tarot reading indicates your intuition is trying to guide you and your instincts are correct. However, in the reversed position this Major Arcana card shows that you are not hearing it." "In a career context, The High Priestess reversed can indicate that you have not been kept in the loop in work." Uh, hey, so y'know how everyone agrees Louis has NO idea what his server is like right now? Yeah, this card confirms it. He's about to find out, soon, and his intuition is probably tipping him off to something being wrong, but he may not know what and is likely chalking it up to album stress as he gets closer and closer to whatever his release date is.

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I'm gonna be honest that I'm not gonna watch it tho. But thank you! - please 😂😂😂 and Z and L relationship isn’t a stunt but there’s definitely some contract involved (imo), not in traditional sense but more like “let’s get together and see what we can get out of this”.

Honestly the bells are going off in my head when I read this because it just feels accurate. This reader mentioned him getting into some kind of marriage or a contract. She said in another reading that his love life energy for this year was trash and that he could get hurt or something like that...idk I don't trust her readings all the way, but some things she's said have an air of truth to it.

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Yeah, the reader meant emotionally abusive, this is the reading - https://www.youtube.com/live/bJiFYx214kU?si=foPAw9HlMN8j4sXs

Interesting I feel like when she says he was emotionally abused I feel like that's probably from being in the band. I don't feel like El or Danielle emotionally abused him...Br!ana might've though so there's that.

Second reader I've seen talking about him dating some POC or with a different skin color ...I doubt it but I'd love for him to surprise me.

From that reading his energy is all over the place and honestly that makes sense. I do feel like his guard is up about being emotionally manipulated. I don't think Z*ra would be able to pull that crying schtick she did with S@m on him