Sometimes the boys make me so emotional. Sometimes I'm SO happy because of them and I'm ALWAYS so proud to be their fan. It just sucks to think that in reality we may never get a chance to meet them...and our big dreams of meeting them and falling inlove and being totally crazy about eachother may never come true. It kinda depresses me that I put all this time into a boyband that will never even know my name..Idk just having some feelings tonight. BUT, alas I will be over it by tomorrow when I see a beautiful picture of their faces and I'll remember why I'm doing this in the first place...