i just went into my notes and there was one that was only this:
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i just went into my notes and there was one that was only this:
I waited for a long time,
Until I forgot, I was waiting.
I prayed to have something,
But now I'm stuck in a place I never wanted.
أن أصل لمكان يستحقّ رقتي وجلّ مافي قلبي.
لستُ امرأة ترضى بالكم القليل، الكثرة بالكثرة تستهويني دائماً.
Everytime i check ig and sees 7 it pains me
Mucha, pero mucha, mucha, inseguridad.
im feeling extra annoyed by it today so im going to come out and say it here
i fucking hate when people label characters/people as psychopaths just on the grounds of ‘theyre a killer’ or ‘they give off that vibe’ or WORSE ‘theyre my psychopath baby i luv them’. like ive seen neurodivergent and neurotypical people do this and it pisses me off every single time
Wtf is wrong with me
I hate when I have good self confidence and then I'll be on my way to work having a near anxiety meltdown about to cry. I have these negative thoughts like " don't fuck up" or "you fucking loser" and sometimes all it takes is a song and I am about to lose it. I can feel tears forming in my eyes. Then I get out of work okay usually but I'm like wtf I don't need to feel so low about myself. Idk so fuckin stupid. At least I'm in my safe haven now.