#2-8-16

[substantial-emotion]

I don’t know if the discoloration of the clouds this morning are from pollution, but it’s making me feel that way..

[365-thoughts-daily-blog]

You know it's getting bad when those midnight thoughts start to hit you in the middle of the day.

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[luckyleolion]

Im really slacking on my classes I jus failed a test for physics. Like what?

[luckyleolion]

Ugh okay so like I dont know why I am the way I am. So there is this guy and he is SO CUTE AND HAS THE BEST NOSE and I see him often in the computer lab right by he always sits far away and im usually with scorpio. But today i was in there alone and it had gone from really packed to nearly empty and thats usually when I go to pee because I usually get to get my spot back because I have to take all my stuff with me when going to pee. So I was packing my stuff up and logging out of the computer when he came in and saw me and smiled and waved and I smiled and stopped what I was doing and he sat right next to me so I pretended like instead of packing up I was settling down. So I really had to pee and he was sitting right next to me and he was so so so cute I wanted to scream. A few minutes in I asked him if he could watch my stuff and was like yes definitely! So I went to pee and came back and he tried to start talking to me but I dont know why im so odd and awkward....I felt like I completely discouraged him from talking to me. And sure enough he kinda stopped and I went back to the computer and jus kicked myself for being so uncomfortable.

[the-strange-desire]

Wishing I didn't feel my mortality as heavily as I do now.

[sortasupersmelly]

im so bloated & its really fcking w my body image issues, so thats fcking chill.

[libra-mama]

I want to drink until it hurts from the inside, out.

[ifwethinkandwishandhopeandpray]

EOnline said the total came to a little over $5000.

Things listed with a price between Splash and EOnline...

Crib............................ $2995

Piano.........................   $119

Penguin.....................      $89

Diaper Bag.................    $790          (Not the one she is using)

Cashmere Blanket.....     $449          (Only seen 2 hospital blankets & 1 blue one)

Bath Seat..................        $62

                                      _______

Grand Total...............   $ 4504       Okay BUT they also bought the following...

Blue Layette items

fun items

plethora of necessities

lion toys

Lion blanket + 2 more

Lion onesie + 4 others (8 outfits total)

Lion towel

6 pillows/bedding

cushions

and don’t forget the Flash Cards !

Did he hold the bed hostage and deliver it after the baby was born because it or a mattress was in the back of the rental SUV. She was papped almost every day using the same blankets. Two of them were hospital blankets. Not cashmere. They are so extra in this stunt that I’m dying of embarrassment for them.